A great day out
Its been ages since i last went out.
I'm lazy to upload everything.
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At night

I'm online because of thee deareeest leemay.
Hah she knows why ;)

Just as much as i wanted to cheer you up, i know i can't.
cos' i know it wont make any difference in you...

man its pure luck.

<3

3 more days.

nov 11 freedom.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEEMAY <3

sorry couldn't celebrate it on your actual day.

i hope that you did enjoy it.

love,

xoxo

Macbook is so cool but heavy. So heavy la i carry it for like 5 minutes i can't take it already. HA. 

Someday last week, i thought of my window messenger.

Now? Ironic i must say.

i kept the best memories in my heart already girl (:

I spend my weekend watching Hot Shot omg

not gna watch it alr till Os end (:

& Jerry Yan/Yen is sooo cute.

yeah im superman ~

I have only completed Emath paper 1. 

No revision done. Omg.

OMG OMG OMG

haven't seen joy for long. sigh.

Its time for me to be contented again.

I always feel that there's something lacking .... 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA <3

Nineteen months, thank you darling <33

Happiness is too far away, i just cant seem to reach it ..
the emptiness deep within ..
Disappointment & more disappointment ..

maybe it will never be like before alr..
cos' nothing seems to be working / in the right track..

//Yesterday was Tuesday && Tuesday reminds me of Gelare
sheeshh

I ain't feeling so good. It isn't that i like to bottle things up.. But even if i do let it out, or even to the closest person, does it help?

I run away by saying IDK.

bah
meh meh.
oh ya some time last month angel gave me a meh meh && i love it v much :D wanted to use it .. but didn't want to dirty it so i left it in my cardboard. :) && yanchin stopped bringing that mehmeh to school already. ):

&& my baby loves his game more than me ........................................................
bah whatever >:(

Rain please go away.
Thunder too.

Pieces of my tshirts went randomly missing.
V weird.

Anyway, i love my joylicious vvv much k
haha :D

k the rain is getting heavier .......
I'm dead. Got to run later cos' there's no umbrella. Walao where did all my umbrella went ?!?!@#@$@#$
even is there is, i also wouldn't bring it out la.
I do not want to get drench ):
k need to go already ....
bah
the rain is getting even heavier TSk.

Action may not always bring happiness but there's no happiness without action.
Understand?

I GUESS, WE DID THE MOST ROMANTIC THING TONIGHT AT ______ AND WE .... =X
anyway, its a secret ... you wouldn't want to know it anyway.

jingyi says one!
and i cant copy you la lao niang you try copying it yourself grr x(

You Are 28% Brutally Honest

Honesty is nice, but only when it's convenient. You rather be nice than honest. You figure it's important to be honest about the big stuff, but little lies never hurt anyone!

You Are a Pretty Good Liar

Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught. Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!

You Can Definitely Spot a Liar

Maybe you have good instincts. Or maybe you just have a lot of experience with liars. Either way, it's pretty hard for someone to pull a fast one on you. You're like a human lie detector.

not true. for sure not true lah !! For sure im more than 28% la ! a 50% at least ........ I'm honest k :) and no, im not a good liar. how can i be a good liar ?! or perahps i am ?! yes no i dont know. And definitely i can't spot a liar. I'm not a lie detector. Countless of people lied. bah, actually i do know whoever did lied at times.

I dont lie :)

a little tinge of sacasm, who in this world doesn't lie?

oh and, ' lying is because you care '
is it?
because you care for that someone, you didn't want that someone to feel sad or hurt thats why you lied. if you didn't care, you wouldn't bother to even lie in the first place.
but thats still lying !

I'm scared and i told you im scared alr ):

I'm tired and unhappy.
how?
No. I'm uhappy because im tired.
I'm tired because i need my sleep.
is it?
what is the feeling of happiness?
Have i forgotten it or am i too tired to feel it.
Yet, the word tired again.
Everyone is tired and i know that :)
am i actually contented or even happy?
Ah , whatever i do not like that word

maybe i should stop complaining.
BUT LIFE IS ALWAYS SO CONTRADICTING LAH
at times when i'm feeling so satisfied with my life, then there will be something or maybe someone that displeases me la
it hinders me and i do not like it
Ok, whatever.
But still, i love the way my life is.

my every post seems to be talking about sleep ):
because my major distraction is sleepzzzzzzzz
i know cant waste my mom's money by getting shit results.
We shall see :)

I'm waiting for something which most probably wouldnt happen. And of that, i wont be like before ):

I am so tired, tired of everything around me. If only i could sleep the whole day long .. If only everything could stop how wonderful.

Oh my god. I cant stand peoples nowadays!
sheessh.

dont feel quite good today

AND I AM NOT SATISFIED WITH MYSELF.
stayed at home the whole day but i've only done SS
Im scared ): jan/feb 2009
jumping with excitement? tears of joy? or
crying with disappointment?
ah, it starts from now (:
just go for the very final dash .....

Anw, I have come to realize whats stopping me from studying ):
its the sleeping bug !!!!!
I am always sleepy especially when im at home
oh dear ):
sleeping 8 hours a day doesn't help much either.
grr whatever LLLL

praying hard that my mom will get me a new swimming costume
wheee so exited ! hor joy joy joy joy joy joy joyous (:


I want someone who just want to be near me, to whisper in my ear, to hold my hand, to put my hair back to my ear when it falls front, to wrap me in his arms, and tell me loves me.........

my adorable meiting (:

i upset.
i didnt get to eat my that noodle today
SOLD OUT :(

B4 for chinese is okay la. its a good thing because , unlike ppl whom got 3, 2 or 1 i do not have to fret about retaking. (:

on the contrary ............ If i manage to get a distinction, wooooo! no more MT lesson. 3 hours of free period a week! no comprehension, no essay and one subject down for Os ... that would be really LG alrdy la. I only got a Merit for my oral so i think A1 is almost impossible to me. hmm at least A2, or B3 if cant , then i shall just stick with my B4 ):

oh & HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !!!
I spent my 2008 national day with my dearest mt & yi
(''V'') this is suppose to be a heart
anw, love you much much daughter in law ! :D:D

my extra lovely usb cant connect so ah forget it.

i love my blogskin because baby chose it ahaha so random

fiona smile i believe you can !!
you must and i will see tears of happiness the following year (:

zaijian.

im such a bad person felt so bad suddenly

:(

a true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
wheee <3

my connection is bloody weak. disconnecting every few minutes ! Especially when its raining. & i do not know why. maybe it do has rheumatism wahahaha. lousy lousy. seriously lor about every 5 minutes disconnect ... then i've to wait for it to connect ....
my com is spoilt
ah bye

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry?

my life seems cruel and unfair to me booo

Naing called me in the morning while i was still half awake. And then she told me something, something which was so shocking? And I immediately woke up and ' HUH YOU JOGGING?! ' I didn't expect my lao niang to does that. ahhhh .. but but i want to go swimming ): teeheheh

Went to study with maylee then the future wannabe psychiatrist ps im not sure of the spelling, & soong xylia i went to your blog and tried seaching for the spelling but you took out your the future ambition eh eh ? why no more alr uh uh ? and that girl was literally very insane. cant stand you la hor leemay agree O.O ? And they didnt want to walk with me to central ):< i cant find that feeling back how i feel vvv weird and a littleee guilty ):

went to have dinner with jolynn. girl, you're getting talkative lately. haha seriously after you went poly you seemed to have changed drastically boo. not a bad thing lah. just that always in mrt on the way to sch/ back from sch you kept complaining that you want * not elaborating more * you know , i know can alr ahah :)

& my cousin and sister can play the guitar !! why in my time there's no guitar lesson why why why ?!!?!??!?!?! walao ... blah guitar is harder than guzheng and they dont want to teach me :( reminds me of my primary sch days :D the titanic song my heart will go on i still can remember the tune clearly. i doubt fiona tan can remember it. hehheh
I WANT TO LEARN TO PLAY A GUITAR :( next year perhaps x)
bbye

schooling nowadays seems to be a chore
am i really contented?
bah my piority now is my studies and then get out of lys to tp ahahaha

i thought i liked you , liked you so much but i was wrong
i thought you did too
you said that you'll try but you didnt .
i know that i didnt try my best but at least i tried.
& i dont think its because of the two
so now you prefer the another one or i also dont know what la
then goodbye all the best :)
allllllll over allllll gone liarrssssss liessss
i guess im also such a liar in ur eye
or it doesnt matter to you at all
if something unpleasant happened to both parties, things will never be the same again.
never.
:'(
i still prefered the past, desperately
it will never be the same again i know i know i know & we both know it
i dont like it because it bothers me and i dont know why it bothers me !!!
perhaps you were ever tht impt to me? soon it wont alr cos its over
anw it doesnt mattter to me la cos its been so long so draggy
hmm. at least there's memories :)
i like to see you happy, smiling always :)

ahhh it doesnt make any sense, just forget everything and i do not know whether what im doing is right or wrong.

isnt there anything to salvage it ?
you left me bewildering ...
maybe i'll take the initiative maybe i'll


















& i always do.







its terrible enough alr. pls don't ask. only me, myself & i know what exactly im thinking alright.

xylia told me something this morning which brightens up my day tremendously O-O ok not that exaggerating but indeed it somehow ... impacted? influence? no. just somehow makes me see things more flexible? ah. that violence gal galx [inside joke;] always enlighten me ahah.

everyday is a beautiful day i reckon, depending on how you want to spend it
better to forget and smile than to remember and be sad

i tried to sneeze w/o closing my eye and i bit my tongue :(

i need to watch my show and try amaths tys alr so, gdbye worms!
6days<3

heavy eye bag & panda eye :(

all your empty promises
thankyou {:
























wonder which retard is eating tht orange
or which idiot took that picture ahah

goodnight worms !
im finally feeling on track, alright just a little
yupppo <3

I had a dream, a dream to go disneyland ):

school is starting in less than 48 hours time and i havent really started revising. so much for the empty talk or maybe i shall keep deluding myself that i have actually started my revision by almost completing all the assigned work! HAHAAHAHAHA!

i feel weird.

i am waiting :D
somehow, my most trusting and reliable friend is me?
i forgot what i did today alrdy & my stomach is still in pain >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>:( blah blah black sheep.

now i feel veryvery fortunate baby hahah:D

YESTERDAY IS HISTORY, TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY AND TODAY, IS A GIFT.
quoted from a movie

No matter how grief or terrible i felt the previous day, its over!:D
every tomorrow is a gift. Remember and treasure the happiness and forget all about the unhappiness :) and i believe that no two person are identical

im gna try and apply tht daily but im afraid that it wont work >:(
i want to be a happy girl {:

joylnn says will come back tonight :(
or did something happened !?!?!?!?!?
ok thinking too much. & i feel quite bored.

if i were to have another june holiday, i would choose to spend it more wisely
sigh
i want a hula hoop
my mom forced me to eat banana yucks
and the usb cable i bought cant be used. thank you very much shop keeper for telling me that usb was great and wasting my money.
BOO
i dont understand why a murderer can get scot free
& lastly, im sleeping lesser.

i'm contented and feel fortunate to have you mr belly <33

i want to have a whiter teeth
i ate so much
i completed one set of emaths paper
great {:

faster come back from indonesia lah
&
with stuffs back of cos
x)

i miss you mr belly :'(

I LOVE MY BEANY.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
tytytytyty saaaad for getting it for me
tho its on the way lah
loves <33333333333! (:

i finish eating already ):

i will die one day due to sleeping
if i've a lifespan of 80 years i guess i will spend 50 years sleeping
):<
ahh i must get the sleeping bug out ...

oh and i neeeed a usb!
joy joy joy {:

and today they gave ask a form to fill in regarding the feedback for this holiday extension classes,
and i wrote, the holiday classes are great cos' canteen are not crowded :D

goodbye miss chua.
will miss you !

gss
& im broke
how great

i finaly saw xylia online !
woooooooooooooooooo

thank you superficial friend
booo

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are


You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

happy birthday weixin ! :D
get well soon ok ?
<333

i feel that i've got a weak stomach

:(

MEITING!
BARNEY IS A DINOSAUR :DDDDDDDD
baaaah

anw, after 6 months,
i finally found the phone i like vv much
i shall stick back to nokia
.
n82 you're mine :)

happy !

goodbye my two loved ones
]:

i need to get a phone !
- i need a camera phone with at least a 3.0 mp
- front camera
thats all )':

& guess what.
my slipper spoilt ):


i lovelove shopping :D
bought quite a no. of things recently
happy x23
but not gna spend too much need to save money for some thing:D
im serious! not going to spend too much during recess alr
anw
im going to invite more colours (;
i dont wear pink
cos i dont have any pink haha !
& that daughter of mine asked me wear pink leggings
crazy yet not so adorable girl :D


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LIKE KEITH VERY TALL LIDAT says:
i tmr continue blogging (:
JolynnHoHui. says:
haha ya blog dont care la

she said that i dont have to blog.
ah ...... well...


soong xylia !
I DONT SEE YOU ONLINE
&
WHERE'S UR BLOG?!























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baby belly lizard .. x)

money makes the world go round [?]

ps/this post was typed 3 days ago
<3>

Hello greeny
<3

i feel so happy on friday morning :D

i guess i must start studying already
sigh.

niang must be happy!

heard a veryvery bad news this morning
sigh.
didnt get to see him for the last time
my mom asked me not to go to the hospital
rest in peace , at least thats the end of sufferings
think +vely!

need to do emaths alr bbbyeeeeeee!
i love my baby soso much (:

i feel that im very slow.

now then i started to feel so pathetic hah!
since tht somewhere around last week ,
forgot when had a looooong well not tht long
chat with xylia
then she like want to ___
i told her its ok dont have nevermind one
then now i suddenly feel it
now i feel so ___
thank you xy!

life is always unfair
my expectation is somehow getting higher ):
blaaaaaaah
the most trustworthy person is urslf.


two days ago i felt soo contented.
haah.

shut up lah ym (:

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO^^

i hope i wont regeret what i decided :D

i must ren i'll keep quiet

yueming must remember :]

<33

true friend?

hi monkey
i woke up late and it was raining vv heavily
my niang called me twice but i didnt feel anything xD
so lazy bring umbrella lah
lucky niangqin(lol) got.
bought pancakes alighted the bus and ran home
and i suddenly feel that .. nvm.

its been raining everyday!
):
cannot go out with joylnn )__:

i got a feeling on Monday that funny feeling
when i was in primary sch i had that feeling too
fear !
i think i know who caused that feeling alr
that mushroom head
HAHAHAHAHAH!
ohya . niang 's a mommy girl but i guess no one will believe lah.

anw, i love my daughter lobsxz !!
thank you for
bringing an umbrella when there's rain
all the little things :D
and always bringing me to the traffic light
& im so gna fetch you home one day !
promise

sick plsss sick
nights
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joylnn says she's shy.
cos of my personal message.

haah.
shy for few days :)

(l) daughter.

HAH.

Happy Birthday Daughter :-D &
Happy cyn too (:

my computer broke down again :D
sighhhh
now at cousin's house tomorrow going home again x(
im so dead alr so far how to tahan ):

i feel so tired now ..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i think i will increase 5kg after a few days
sooooooo fattening lah the foooooods
& i dont want stay at home during cny!

oh & i got soooooo many movies i wna watch !
$.$
ok i feel like i got so many things i wna get
but i dont know what
:-D

eamon always like that one LOL. see i blogged.
twinny, thank you(:!
i think i got about 5-6 angpaos already :D
im so sleepy but my hair is still wet

i miss my Mcube alr ):<
one week <3

she doesnt allow me to put her photo
photo taken out
:)



my cutest daughter !:D
thanks so much for almost everything
:)

我在每个和你分开的日子里
爱你的心从未止息
看时间悄悄化开我们的距离
当我不能自己

发现我不够好 你也不完美
纷纷扰扰 伤痕累累
恨自己当初害你不懂得珍惜
却来不及
我在无尽的等待 却只剩伤害
心碎的时刻
喔~ 有谁能明白
无尽的悬崖 孤独的存在
没有你的未来

我的爱 失去后才明白
后之后决你却在咫尺天涯
道不堇[jin]千言万语 在心口难开
真实你的存在
你的爱 我总是放不开
只能在梦醒时分 痛却难以释怀
在我心上没人能替代
是你的无尽存在
无尽的爱

thank you twinny ! :D
love u love u!
:D
dont snatch liu ming feng la x(
hehe

2007 is gone !!:D
2008 Olevel year, && im gna work hard ! (:

people like to say actually
actually i didnt wanted this ... ... , actually i wanted to ... ...
actually actually ..
then in the first place there shouldnt be actually!
ohwell, actually i didnt wanted to blog about this too.

within 3 days i finished watching romantic princess!
soo funny the show
but i dont really like the ending :)

i love poka green tea!
heaven and earth green tea not that nice.

i dont like going to the polyclinic
you have to wait for almost everything
sigh.
i went there more than 10 times in a year !
blah doctor just suck. big time:D

pink is not my favourite colour anymore
funneh, cynthia emerson say i like pink
):
I LOVE GREEN!
GREEN! dark green, light green, lime green, dirty green
all sorts of green.
i still like pink lah xD

i still remember that time on the train felly that
expression!
wahahaHAhaHAha i wont forget !
:D:D:D:D

if you doesnt care, me too!

oooooooh sch finally reopened
]x
ms chua is leaving us :(
and mrs khoo didnt teach us :(
but nvm lah :(
i might freeze in class someday!
teehehehe
im waiting for poa lesson :D
monday monday!
so excited ! >.<

oh and ya !
there's twisted fries !
my all time favourite :D
i asked yiling to pei me go mac eat but
that pig loves to sleep (: haha (: !
anw i ate it yesterday with joylnn at loyang point
how niceee!
& bloody hell im not sec 2 x(
she send me home after my orientation
:D
thank you joylnn's mom (not me)
for the nail cream.
i got hope already :D
like finally =)
im not brave at all .!

k bbyeeeeee !
i love you dearest ! :D,
irritating baby x) jk(:

061207 -thursday

happy birthday LIYING! & CAROLYN (:

i forgot what i did in the morning alr leh x(

i didnt went east coast park to cycle.

twinny & i went to shop ;D

then went to parkway meet liying they all.

FELLY YOU BIAS !

treat only mabel & liying sigh. hah.. joking )x

then fiona, jingyi panzi gtg

didnt even talk to niang lor

we celebrated her birthday at fish&co. (:

their service damn good la

look at how unwilling her face is !!! and later ......

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she's lucky okay! haha.

i want to be taller ):

I WANT THE CHRISTMAS TREE the on top the star!

hehehe cute x)

thanks for peiing me go dte :)

dearest yiling. meiting. liying :)

mt & ly so anti social one. sigh.

6G's class gathering not fun one x(

cos the organiser is brendon x) haaahaaah

today

i bought my green short already :D

i think i will be going sentosa tmr for mabel 's birthday :)

happy birthday girl ! (:

&&& joylnn will be back tmr !

:DDDDDDDD

listen to the song !

im inlove with the witch yoo hee :D <3>

i hope nurse dont lie ..

i miss you baby ):

edited
HI GREENY xD

i think i had a nightmare ytd.
went for guzheng after like so long
i cant play the song but its ok la.
eh, dont not eat cos of this la k?
no key home so went leemay's house
waited so long for the bus 17 lah!
joylnn called me from i dont know where
she wasted 10$ for 1 min & thus i blog
see, for you one =]

meiting and leemay want acc me to polyclinc tmr:D
but for sure i wont allow you in see one =]
im so clumsy ):

!(*&!(^@!(*^@&*!

veryvery funny feeling
you dont seems to be there when i need you ):
ok la hope leemay will wake up tmr.
meiting confirm can one!

the previous post was not posted by me obviously (:

boring boring~

see how bored my life is ! =]

i spent less than 30 mins doing this ;D

irritating & annoying && noisy

sighhhhhhhhhh

in the boat! ugly ):

candy with her dont know how many present
!!!
one year old only. haha


- injection is painful LAHAHAHAH

- i dont like to work alr
its so tiring to keep myself awake lah
but $.$ ... oh well .

joylnn going to shanghai in few hours time ?????????
DONT FORGET MY PSP. actually its ok if dont have lah :)
but i like dont like psp alr.
ahah i dont want waste $ on psp ! ;P
tctc!!
thank you for buying food kkkk !
dont worry when you cant walk i will buy food too !
hope that happens soon xD im joking :)

k. i blog already !!!! see ;)

my love:D

MY SLIPPER VERY UGLY !

im so blur :D
by her daughter (:

i promise i will tell my daughter everything !
promise already :D

the drawing block! see its purple ! dont forget arh.
i blog for you ma-gen x) hahaha
ma-gen is the right pronunciation lo.
today paper nevermind one la (:
there's still paper one!
your the wjj thing sure wont take place one lah ! (:

so far most of it you can do what.
so must believe in urself! &&&&
THERE'S STILL BOBO WHAT !
waiting for you after your every paper.
hehehehehehe

i trust my daughter will do well one (:
kkkk all theeeeeee best for your Os ! (:
its ending soon ending soon!

tomorrow !
k la work hard & study hard!
sorry ah the past few weeks.
i hope i guessed wrongly on what you wrote.
:D

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