
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Friday, November 28, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
Just 4 more days to December. Something big is taking place soon, moving nearer/closer....... to me. Why me? I don't know. Its either good or bad. Good? Cos i found something that i liked. Seems bad. Aiya I'm thinking too much i reckon..
Oh, i woke up at around 8. Automatically(take note). Maybe cos' i didn't receive a msg i expected? I receive it almost every morning. And i can't get back to the bed since then. I slept at 4plus last night. & for quite a number of days too. I'm so _____ tired & sleepy till i cant sleep. Guess so.
Using the com since 9, phone out of battery again. Eh, N70 more powerful lah can last for like 3 days? But i still like my phone, very much tho i do not know the model. N80? or N82? And i want to get my own camera. I turn behind and see cousssiieee sleeping, she's holding her phone like some gems or something, k sounds wrong.
Another reason is that the MRT is quite nosiy. Like every one minute ( or even lesser ) there's a train. I'm on the 38th floor and yet there's sound. Quite powerful eh. My eyes is itchy. Since last night. Luckily there's eye drop. Another train just past, wonder if that ...... Another train again! Like only 10 seconds after the previous one. I guess i know why already. Cos one is going to PR that direction and the only one is going to BL.
This post is so long, crappy, nagging, random. I doubt i would blog another such a long one anytime soon. (Actually its not that long la but its long ok) Unless i wake up at such an early timing again which is quite unlikely if I'm at home. Seldom people online, not even Shark no one to talk to. Cos they are pigs. Cos most are working now. How great their life is. Work, money, work, money.
Again, this post is soo long and meaningless cos' me myself do not know what I'm typing either. 10:52 now and i started at 10? I haven't done something yet. Something that one's has to do it every morning. I'm tired. Got to wash my face. 4 hours of sleep. 3 times less. Another train again...
I want to stay for another day but i need to be back by today. Cos' little candy birthday tomorrow. Wonder what to get for her. Eh jasmineee, come after your work k? At most i don't test your food already. Or i help you clean your delicious white? I will make it shine, no worries. Now it is like salivary black. -__-|\
Dec 23 is coming and it will be easier for me to find jobs. I might had already starved to death by then. Or maybe no one still wna hire me. Xmas coming. And all i want for christmas is you. Sorry. I know that you care .. Its not that i want it to happen but ..... Maybe this really lead to nowhere ..... Up to you lo & you should know that your baby girl loves you alot !
Wa lao I'm sweating. Offed the air con. Didn't on the fan. Lazy ah. & cousssie still wrapped up like sushi roll in the blanket. Powerful man. And someone wa lao me yesterday, i think its the first time ):
Omg, this is long.
Yes I'm prepared! Gogogogogogogogogo. I better on the TV soon else this post will be longer. Or rather, i go open the tv !
Good morning lovelies, its 11.06 now. One hour?
Construction on going, more noises.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Sorry ah Ah jing, you called me twice but i went back to sleep. And you know what woke me up? Felly's msg. I saw and immediately woke up, but i dare not reply. Then i went to bathe. Heh. Street, bus, directory idiot. Someone. Tho the plan failed, it is still splendid overall. Millions thanks to the planner! <3>
Oh ya & we saw Qiang Qiang. & i shouted mama.
-_____________________-
Disgusting, but we still went ahead and snap it.
Ewwwwww, kudos to us!
My battery were flat the whole day.
I'm loving audition! Esp the beat rush. I won't get addicted, cos' i know i won't.
Take a look at the last picture (:
& i doubt i could wake up tmr 1030. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I made myself land into a deep deep pit. Haha i dont know why pit.
<3
Oh ya & we saw Qiang Qiang. & i shouted mama.
-_____________________-
Disgusting, but we still went ahead and snap it.
Ewwwwww, kudos to us!
My battery were flat the whole day.
I'm loving audition! Esp the beat rush. I won't get addicted, cos' i know i won't.
Take a look at the last picture (:
& i doubt i could wake up tmr 1030. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I made myself land into a deep deep pit. Haha i dont know why pit.
<3
Thursday, November 20, 2008
My hair kinda smell like, errr.. Hannah, you know?
Who is Andrew?
I washed thrice.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
K don't mind me.
I'm still trying real hard to sleep early & wake up early you know?
Hmm, i went Paragon in the evening alone. Sometimes its nice to be alone you know?
Hahahah.
Find coussieeee , pass her stuff.
Then met joy. Walked, ate, walked, bus, walked, homed, bathed, tv, now here blogging.
Yup. Thats all. And wait for me get my pay ehh joy.
& go all he way to dover. Haha.
Oh today PSLE results. Sck still wanted to go some good school. Haha. My aggregate sucks he won me by one mark. He disappointed i guess? Sigh.
& my daughter in law going genting soooooooooooooooon already. Misssssessss! :( EH Tmt you like never once online leh. But got one time i talk to you just nice you're appearing offline. Caught you!
Yeah I'm sleepy yeah baby!
Who is Andrew?
I washed thrice.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
K don't mind me.
I'm still trying real hard to sleep early & wake up early you know?
Hmm, i went Paragon in the evening alone. Sometimes its nice to be alone you know?
Hahahah.
Find coussieeee , pass her stuff.
Then met joy. Walked, ate, walked, bus, walked, homed, bathed, tv, now here blogging.
Yup. Thats all. And wait for me get my pay ehh joy.
& go all he way to dover. Haha.
Oh today PSLE results. Sck still wanted to go some good school. Haha. My aggregate sucks he won me by one mark. He disappointed i guess? Sigh.
& my daughter in law going genting soooooooooooooooon already. Misssssessss! :( EH Tmt you like never once online leh. But got one time i talk to you just nice you're appearing offline. Caught you!
Yeah I'm sleepy yeah baby!
Wednesday, November 19, 2008



See the trend? Notice something? Someone favourite pose. Sigh. *Shake head*
Hahaha.
Anw, hopefully can get the job i want.
&you are walking out of the tunnel soonnnnn
<3
Omg, after i typed that sentence my com immediately hang. The very first time :( Haha x( Must watch what i type in future.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
It will not come back again, that feeling.
Promise is a lie aint it?
So, i would not be sad cos' i know the outcome.
EH, i hope i can wake up early tommorow morning. GUESS WHAT? I'm tired of sleeping. I can't get to sleep at night. I counted meh meh. One meh meh, two meh meh, three meh meh..... ninety nine meh meh. I still can't get to sleep. Actually I didn't count la. But i laid on my bed for like an hour plus till 4, 5am. :(
Bowling sucks HAHA. ;(
You won't know what i want cos' you're not me.. You doesn't even bother to try understanding.
**Not you ah joy. not you in case. loves!*
Promise is a lie aint it?
So, i would not be sad cos' i know the outcome.
EH, i hope i can wake up early tommorow morning. GUESS WHAT? I'm tired of sleeping. I can't get to sleep at night. I counted meh meh. One meh meh, two meh meh, three meh meh..... ninety nine meh meh. I still can't get to sleep. Actually I didn't count la. But i laid on my bed for like an hour plus till 4, 5am. :(
Bowling sucks HAHA. ;(
You won't know what i want cos' you're not me.. You doesn't even bother to try understanding.
**Not you ah joy. not you in case. loves!*
Monday, November 17, 2008
Pain tsk tsk tsk.
I guess I'm really enjoying and taking full advantage of the holiday. Haha i slept for more than 12(or maybe less) Hrs a day. Living life to the fullest. LOL. The only thing that is lacking is a job. Tsk, i got rejected lor! Cos' I'm not yet 16. Sharky, don't laugh............ I want money, cold hard cash. 5 shopping bags on each hand heh ;d
Darling sorry lah ): I dont want to make you sad again ):
I guess I'm really enjoying and taking full advantage of the holiday. Haha i slept for more than 12(or maybe less) Hrs a day. Living life to the fullest. LOL. The only thing that is lacking is a job. Tsk, i got rejected lor! Cos' I'm not yet 16. Sharky, don't laugh............ I want money, cold hard cash. 5 shopping bags on each hand heh ;d
Darling sorry lah ): I dont want to make you sad again ):
Pleaseee go away i dont like you paainnn
Yeah i go play Audi already~
Dont not happy ok ):
Dont not happy ok ):
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008
You made me upset again. Can all the unhappiness leave me and never come back? .. I was disappointed yesterday.
Yeah dont care dont care dont care anymore ~
I'm a happy, cheerful girl always {:
Just like this.

I want someone who i can share everything and not one who i play with only.
Happy girl is going to interview tomorrow~ ;or rather later.
ps, today is 13 nov time to msg eugenia. wei i remembered.
Yeah dont care dont care dont care anymore ~
I'm a happy, cheerful girl always {:
Just like this.

I want someone who i can share everything and not one who i play with only.
Happy girl is going to interview tomorrow~ ;or rather later.
ps, today is 13 nov time to msg eugenia. wei i remembered.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Friday, November 07, 2008
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Interest or money?
Yesaar i'm done. Keet going to one blog to another then back to the blog again. Hahaha got the code already. Praise me. No more blog hopping. Tata. (omg i do not like to use the word tata)
Oh && i need a job. I want to work at starhub leh. I want to do their promo. Jaaassssmiinnee. Working in office?! Ahh. There's job available but I dont know.. My mom asked me to work in the bank, dont know which bank recruiting. 16 years old can qualify alrdy. I think its full time? Working hour like 9am to 3/5pm? Me waking up early? Yeah got hope, fat hope. Anw, thts not my interest. Oh & hmm, interest or money? Guess what? i would choose interest. Few months ago i said i would choose money. Haha thts because i hvn't found my interest yet. Up to date, i still haven found my interest though. Is it true that everyone has their own interest/dream/pursuit/whatever?
My face look somewhat like this now.
''($.$)''
Haha. No la not money minded la. Just money-faced. HAHAHA
Money not important, my baby more important hor ;)
Freedom is lurking near. Nov 11 i will be officially free. I've been watching drama series for the past few days. Its nice, a new HK show.
I don't think i'm happy enought but i do not care ! Cos'....... Haha idk.
Joy ah, you know ah, you ah, very ah, quite ah, abit la actually, ok la, not so, adorable. You just take the first and last word of this sentence and dont think too much can alrdy. LOL.
I cant stay at home ! I will have wild thoughts ! I need a job ! I dont like to work, it is tiringgggggg. Bb hire me k??? I will be the best employee, i'll sleep and eat the whole day. Hahaha.
Nights,
unhappy gurlxz
because, no one knows what im thinking. but it doesn't matter cos' .... idk.
Yesaar i'm done. Keet going to one blog to another then back to the blog again. Hahaha got the code already. Praise me. No more blog hopping. Tata. (omg i do not like to use the word tata)
Oh && i need a job. I want to work at starhub leh. I want to do their promo. Jaaassssmiinnee. Working in office?! Ahh. There's job available but I dont know.. My mom asked me to work in the bank, dont know which bank recruiting. 16 years old can qualify alrdy. I think its full time? Working hour like 9am to 3/5pm? Me waking up early? Yeah got hope, fat hope. Anw, thts not my interest. Oh & hmm, interest or money? Guess what? i would choose interest. Few months ago i said i would choose money. Haha thts because i hvn't found my interest yet. Up to date, i still haven found my interest though. Is it true that everyone has their own interest/dream/pursuit/whatever?
My face look somewhat like this now.
''($.$)''
Haha. No la not money minded la. Just money-faced. HAHAHA
Money not important, my baby more important hor ;)
Freedom is lurking near. Nov 11 i will be officially free. I've been watching drama series for the past few days. Its nice, a new HK show.
I don't think i'm happy enought but i do not care ! Cos'....... Haha idk.
Joy ah, you know ah, you ah, very ah, quite ah, abit la actually, ok la, not so, adorable. You just take the first and last word of this sentence and dont think too much can alrdy. LOL.
I cant stay at home ! I will have wild thoughts ! I need a job ! I dont like to work, it is tiringgggggg. Bb hire me k??? I will be the best employee, i'll sleep and eat the whole day. Hahaha.
Nights,
unhappy gurlxz
because, no one knows what im thinking. but it doesn't matter cos' .... idk.
Saturday, November 01, 2008
Friday, October 31, 2008
Treats or Tricks?
should i? should i not?
i let it go once ...... I saw it , just only ........
with this attitude i guess i would let that opportunity go again..
I jumbled up everything again.




I miss my bangs.
Jamine gave me this webbie. Haha so silly la pleaseeeee.
Yes, freeeeedom is lurking nearrrr.
Yeah baby yeah;D
I told joylnn i'll be studying but im here blogging. I slept for very very very long for the whole evening. Eat, sleep, watch Tv, play, eat, sleep, play. I'm hungry now. I'm not sleepy leh. (thats why im using com but i should be studying at this time) Ok, i'm goingg out tomorrow. Like finally la! Kong kong's birthday.
I remembered i told Xylia just now that all those i studied came out in the PoA paper today. I thought i was lucky! Then i realised its because i studied everything. Haha kaisu. LOL.
I want to watch Sing to The Dawn !!!!! But it is in animation? cartoon? sigh.
I think i need to download FF alrdy. IE kept having pop up. tsk. I want to be unique and different but it seems like everyone is having the same thing. Hahaaaaaaaaa
Supposed to be Sat now. But i changed to date to Fri later confuse myself ah. and 3.45 am alrdy. OhmyG im still not so sleepy. But im gna go sleep.
Tricks or Treats? ;)
Yeah Jia you Huang jun jie ! :D
Dont rub my forehead haha.
Dont be petty
Dont be fierce
Dont pinch me
I wont ask for trouble already.
hehehehheeheheheee
And you must pass your PoA okok ;)
i let it go once ...... I saw it , just only ........
with this attitude i guess i would let that opportunity go again..
I jumbled up everything again.




I miss my bangs.
Jamine gave me this webbie. Haha so silly la pleaseeeee.
Yes, freeeeedom is lurking nearrrr.
Yeah baby yeah;D
I told joylnn i'll be studying but im here blogging. I slept for very very very long for the whole evening. Eat, sleep, watch Tv, play, eat, sleep, play. I'm hungry now. I'm not sleepy leh. (thats why im using com but i should be studying at this time) Ok, i'm goingg out tomorrow. Like finally la! Kong kong's birthday.
I remembered i told Xylia just now that all those i studied came out in the PoA paper today. I thought i was lucky! Then i realised its because i studied everything. Haha kaisu. LOL.
I want to watch Sing to The Dawn !!!!! But it is in animation? cartoon? sigh.
I think i need to download FF alrdy. IE kept having pop up. tsk. I want to be unique and different but it seems like everyone is having the same thing. Hahaaaaaaaaa
Supposed to be Sat now. But i changed to date to Fri later confuse myself ah. and 3.45 am alrdy. OhmyG im still not so sleepy. But im gna go sleep.
Tricks or Treats? ;)
Yeah Jia you Huang jun jie ! :D
Dont rub my forehead haha.
Dont be petty
Dont be fierce
Dont pinch me
I wont ask for trouble already.
hehehehheeheheheee
And you must pass your PoA okok ;)
Saturday, October 25, 2008
I dint study much the whole say i was sleeping !
I can't seem to get enough of sleeping.
My results will bring me to where i got to go.
So its ok if i did badly for my Os as long as i could get in Polytechnic. The nearer the better which is TP.
too tired to find my interest.
:)
Amaths' a killer. I can't do the paper..
Goodbye Additional Mathematics and Chemistry.
I can't seem to get enough of sleeping.
My results will bring me to where i got to go.
So its ok if i did badly for my Os as long as i could get in Polytechnic. The nearer the better which is TP.
too tired to find my interest.
:)
Amaths' a killer. I can't do the paper..
Goodbye Additional Mathematics and Chemistry.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
shut up and go away.
I dont want anything already.
this feeling is making me so hard to breathe
...............................................................
I afraid that my mind will black out once i see the paper.
Hah
Happy birthday's Eamon :)
launching of Okto channel heeh.
again, nov 11 and 7 and now 8 too.
alot of people birthdays coming ~
I dont want anything already.
this feeling is making me so hard to breathe
...............................................................
I afraid that my mind will black out once i see the paper.
Hah
Happy birthday's Eamon :)
launching of Okto channel heeh.
again, nov 11 and 7 and now 8 too.
alot of people birthdays coming ~
Thursday, October 16, 2008
I missed the chance of doing something i wanted to do badly.
If i see it another time, i will grab hold of it.
double sigh
I've got 4 things to do by next year
I dont like things to drag and ddddrraaaaggg lorrrrrrrrr
When Carmen and i saw the resort stand, we thought it was going to test on pendulum.
haha Mr Petty you are wrong booo
I think its the first time i got a POP sound lo so cool ;D
I'm going to a far far away land
Nov 11 <3
nov 7 too la :D
If i see it another time, i will grab hold of it.
double sigh
I've got 4 things to do by next year
I dont like things to drag and ddddrraaaaggg lorrrrrrrrr
When Carmen and i saw the resort stand, we thought it was going to test on pendulum.
haha Mr Petty you are wrong booo
I think its the first time i got a POP sound lo so cool ;D
I'm going to a far far away land
Nov 11 <3
nov 7 too la :D
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
This is the best joke ever.
>:(
I thought eating something rotten once was bad enough.
Never did i know that it will happen to me TWICE. TWICE IN A ROW SOMEMORE
Tsk tsk tsk
Few days ago, i ate a huge portion of egg tart and i tasted something sour and bitter. Obviously it is spoilt lah. I wanted to spit it out but i accidentally swallowed the whole piece in -____- egg tart shouldn't be that smooth.
My stomach is the poorest thing of all.
Then it was today. which was more stupid. Lazy say. Just that again, i tasted sour in my mouth. The Pandang cake spoilt.
And again, my stomach suffered.
.. feeling so weak now ):
K i've learn from my lesson.
I won't be greedy anymore I'm not gna just put any food into my mouth lor! Maybe one day you will see me carrying a silver needle(like a hair clip or something, on my hair that one) everywhere i go. And before eating i'll poke the needle into my food and see whether the needle changes it colour. If it does, AHH it is poisonous. NOT JK.
There wouldn't be a third time.
Click if you're interested.
My proposal is done, left with chemistry Paper. I think Miss Aida will go thru la so have to do :)
Hope that the class will pay their fullest attention during History. After all, its the last lesson..
yeah Tv time!
>:(
I thought eating something rotten once was bad enough.
Never did i know that it will happen to me TWICE. TWICE IN A ROW SOMEMORE
Tsk tsk tsk
Few days ago, i ate a huge portion of egg tart and i tasted something sour and bitter. Obviously it is spoilt lah. I wanted to spit it out but i accidentally swallowed the whole piece in -____- egg tart shouldn't be that smooth.
My stomach is the poorest thing of all.
Then it was today. which was more stupid. Lazy say. Just that again, i tasted sour in my mouth. The Pandang cake spoilt.
And again, my stomach suffered.
.. feeling so weak now ):
K i've learn from my lesson.
I won't be greedy anymore I'm not gna just put any food into my mouth lor! Maybe one day you will see me carrying a silver needle(like a hair clip or something, on my hair that one) everywhere i go. And before eating i'll poke the needle into my food and see whether the needle changes it colour. If it does, AHH it is poisonous. NOT JK.
There wouldn't be a third time.
Click if you're interested.
My proposal is done, left with chemistry Paper. I think Miss Aida will go thru la so have to do :)
Hope that the class will pay their fullest attention during History. After all, its the last lesson..
yeah Tv time!
Monday, October 06, 2008
Sunday, October 05, 2008
Wednesday, October 01, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Macbook is so cool but heavy. So heavy la i carry it for like 5 minutes i can't take it already. HA.
Someday last week, i thought of my window messenger.
Now? Ironic i must say.
i kept the best memories in my heart already girl (:
I spend my weekend watching Hot Shot omg
not gna watch it alr till Os end (:
& Jerry Yan/Yen is sooo cute.
yeah im superman ~
I have only completed Emath paper 1.
No revision done. Omg.
OMG OMG OMG
haven't seen joy for long. sigh.
Its time for me to be contented again.
I always feel that there's something lacking ....
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
//Yesterday was Tuesday && Tuesday reminds me of Gelare
sheeshh
I ain't feeling so good. It isn't that i like to bottle things up.. But even if i do let it out, or even to the closest person, does it help?
I run away by saying IDK.
bah
meh meh.
oh ya some time last month angel gave me a meh meh && i love it v much :D wanted to use it .. but didn't want to dirty it so i left it in my cardboard. :) && yanchin stopped bringing that mehmeh to school already. ):
&& my baby loves his game more than me ........................................................
bah whatever >:(
Rain please go away.
Thunder too.
Pieces of my tshirts went randomly missing.
V weird.
Anyway, i love my joylicious vvv much k
haha :D
k the rain is getting heavier .......
I'm dead. Got to run later cos' there's no umbrella. Walao where did all my umbrella went ?!?!@#@$@#$
even is there is, i also wouldn't bring it out la.
I do not want to get drench ):
k need to go already ....
bah
the rain is getting even heavier TSk.
Action may not always bring happiness but there's no happiness without action.
Understand?
sheeshh
I ain't feeling so good. It isn't that i like to bottle things up.. But even if i do let it out, or even to the closest person, does it help?
I run away by saying IDK.
bah
meh meh.
oh ya some time last month angel gave me a meh meh && i love it v much :D wanted to use it .. but didn't want to dirty it so i left it in my cardboard. :) && yanchin stopped bringing that mehmeh to school already. ):
&& my baby loves his game more than me ........................................................
bah whatever >:(
Rain please go away.
Thunder too.
Pieces of my tshirts went randomly missing.
V weird.
Anyway, i love my joylicious vvv much k
haha :D
k the rain is getting heavier .......
I'm dead. Got to run later cos' there's no umbrella. Walao where did all my umbrella went ?!?!@#@$@#$
even is there is, i also wouldn't bring it out la.
I do not want to get drench ):
k need to go already ....
bah
the rain is getting even heavier TSk.
Action may not always bring happiness but there's no happiness without action.
Understand?
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Saturday, August 30, 2008
You Are 28% Brutally Honest |
Honesty is nice, but only when it's convenient. You rather be nice than honest. You figure it's important to be honest about the big stuff, but little lies never hurt anyone! |
You Are a Pretty Good Liar |
Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught. Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time! |
You Can Definitely Spot a Liar |
Maybe you have good instincts. Or maybe you just have a lot of experience with liars. Either way, it's pretty hard for someone to pull a fast one on you. You're like a human lie detector. |
not true. for sure not true lah !! For sure im more than 28% la ! a 50% at least ........ I'm honest k :) and no, im not a good liar. how can i be a good liar ?! or perahps i am ?! yes no i dont know. And definitely i can't spot a liar. I'm not a lie detector. Countless of people lied. bah, actually i do know whoever did lied at times.
I dont lie :)
a little tinge of sacasm, who in this world doesn't lie?
oh and, ' lying is because you care '
is it?
because you care for that someone, you didn't want that someone to feel sad or hurt thats why you lied. if you didn't care, you wouldn't bother to even lie in the first place.
but thats still lying !
I'm scared and i told you im scared alr ):
I dont lie :)
a little tinge of sacasm, who in this world doesn't lie?
oh and, ' lying is because you care '
is it?
because you care for that someone, you didn't want that someone to feel sad or hurt thats why you lied. if you didn't care, you wouldn't bother to even lie in the first place.
but thats still lying !
I'm scared and i told you im scared alr ):
Monday, August 25, 2008
I'm tired and unhappy.
how?
No. I'm uhappy because im tired.
I'm tired because i need my sleep.
is it?
what is the feeling of happiness?
Have i forgotten it or am i too tired to feel it.
Yet, the word tired again.
Everyone is tired and i know that :)
am i actually contented or even happy?
Ah , whatever i do not like that word
maybe i should stop complaining.
BUT LIFE IS ALWAYS SO CONTRADICTING LAH
at times when i'm feeling so satisfied with my life, then there will be something or maybe someone that displeases me la
it hinders me and i do not like it
Ok, whatever.
But still, i love the way my life is.
my every post seems to be talking about sleep ):
because my major distraction is sleepzzzzzzzz
i know cant waste my mom's money by getting shit results.
We shall see :)
I'm waiting for something which most probably wouldnt happen. And of that, i wont be like before ):
how?
No. I'm uhappy because im tired.
I'm tired because i need my sleep.
is it?
what is the feeling of happiness?
Have i forgotten it or am i too tired to feel it.
Yet, the word tired again.
Everyone is tired and i know that :)
am i actually contented or even happy?
Ah , whatever i do not like that word
maybe i should stop complaining.
BUT LIFE IS ALWAYS SO CONTRADICTING LAH
at times when i'm feeling so satisfied with my life, then there will be something or maybe someone that displeases me la
it hinders me and i do not like it
Ok, whatever.
But still, i love the way my life is.
my every post seems to be talking about sleep ):
because my major distraction is sleepzzzzzzzz
i know cant waste my mom's money by getting shit results.
We shall see :)
I'm waiting for something which most probably wouldnt happen. And of that, i wont be like before ):
Monday, August 18, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Oh my god. I cant stand peoples nowadays!
sheessh.
dont feel quite good today
AND I AM NOT SATISFIED WITH MYSELF.
stayed at home the whole day but i've only done SS
Im scared ): jan/feb 2009
jumping with excitement? tears of joy? or
crying with disappointment?
ah, it starts from now (:
just go for the very final dash .....
Anw, I have come to realize whats stopping me from studying ):
its the sleeping bug !!!!!
I am always sleepy especially when im at home
oh dear ):
sleeping 8 hours a day doesn't help much either.
grr whatever LLLL
praying hard that my mom will get me a new swimming costume
wheee so exited ! hor joy joy joy joy joy joy joyous (:
I want someone who just want to be near me, to whisper in my ear, to hold my hand, to put my hair back to my ear when it falls front, to wrap me in his arms, and tell me loves me.........
sheessh.
dont feel quite good today
AND I AM NOT SATISFIED WITH MYSELF.
stayed at home the whole day but i've only done SS
Im scared ): jan/feb 2009
jumping with excitement? tears of joy? or
crying with disappointment?
ah, it starts from now (:
just go for the very final dash .....
Anw, I have come to realize whats stopping me from studying ):
its the sleeping bug !!!!!
I am always sleepy especially when im at home
oh dear ):
sleeping 8 hours a day doesn't help much either.
grr whatever LLLL
praying hard that my mom will get me a new swimming costume
wheee so exited ! hor joy joy joy joy joy joy joyous (:
I want someone who just want to be near me, to whisper in my ear, to hold my hand, to put my hair back to my ear when it falls front, to wrap me in his arms, and tell me loves me.........
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
i upset.
i didnt get to eat my that noodle today
SOLD OUT :(
B4 for chinese is okay la. its a good thing because , unlike ppl whom got 3, 2 or 1 i do not have to fret about retaking. (:
on the contrary ............ If i manage to get a distinction, wooooo! no more MT lesson. 3 hours of free period a week! no comprehension, no essay and one subject down for Os ... that would be really LG alrdy la. I only got a Merit for my oral so i think A1 is almost impossible to me. hmm at least A2, or B3 if cant , then i shall just stick with my B4 ):
oh & HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !!!
I spent my 2008 national day with my dearest mt & yi
(''V'') this is suppose to be a heart
anw, love you much much daughter in law ! :D:D
my extra lovely usb cant connect so ah forget it.
i love my blogskin because baby chose it ahaha so random
fiona smile i believe you can !!
you must and i will see tears of happiness the following year (:
zaijian.
i didnt get to eat my that noodle today
SOLD OUT :(
B4 for chinese is okay la. its a good thing because , unlike ppl whom got 3, 2 or 1 i do not have to fret about retaking. (:
on the contrary ............ If i manage to get a distinction, wooooo! no more MT lesson. 3 hours of free period a week! no comprehension, no essay and one subject down for Os ... that would be really LG alrdy la. I only got a Merit for my oral so i think A1 is almost impossible to me. hmm at least A2, or B3 if cant , then i shall just stick with my B4 ):
oh & HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !!!
I spent my 2008 national day with my dearest mt & yi
(''V'') this is suppose to be a heart
anw, love you much much daughter in law ! :D:D
my extra lovely usb cant connect so ah forget it.
i love my blogskin because baby chose it ahaha so random
fiona smile i believe you can !!
you must and i will see tears of happiness the following year (:
zaijian.
Thursday, August 07, 2008
im such a bad person felt so bad suddenly
:(
a true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
wheee <3
my connection is bloody weak. disconnecting every few minutes ! Especially when its raining. & i do not know why. maybe it do has rheumatism wahahaha. lousy lousy. seriously lor about every 5 minutes disconnect ... then i've to wait for it to connect ....
my com is spoilt
ah bye
:(
a true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
wheee <3
my connection is bloody weak. disconnecting every few minutes ! Especially when its raining. & i do not know why. maybe it do has rheumatism wahahaha. lousy lousy. seriously lor about every 5 minutes disconnect ... then i've to wait for it to connect ....
my com is spoilt
ah bye
Wednesday, August 06, 2008
Sunday, July 27, 2008
my life seems cruel and unfair to me booo
Naing called me in the morning while i was still half awake. And then she told me something, something which was so shocking? And I immediately woke up and ' HUH YOU JOGGING?! ' I didn't expect my lao niang to does that. ahhhh .. but but i want to go swimming ): teeheheh
Went to study with maylee then the future wannabe psychiatrist ps im not sure of the spelling, & soong xylia i went to your blog and tried seaching for the spelling but you took out your the future ambition eh eh ? why no more alr uh uh ? and that girl wasliterally very insane. cant stand you la hor leemay agree O.O ? And they didnt want to walk with me to central ):< i cant find that feeling back how i feel vvv weird and a littleee guilty ):
went to have dinner with jolynn. girl, you're getting talkative lately. haha seriously after you went poly you seemed to have changed drastically boo. not a bad thing lah. just that always in mrt on the way to sch/ back from sch you kept complaining that you want * not elaborating more * you know , i know can alr ahah :)
& my cousin and sister can play the guitar !! why in my time there's no guitar lesson why why why ?!!?!??!?!?! walao ... blah guitar is harder than guzheng and they dont want to teach me :( reminds me of my primary sch days :D the titanic song my heart will go on i still can remember the tune clearly. i doubt fiona tan can remember it. hehheh
I WANT TO LEARN TO PLAY A GUITAR :( next year perhaps x)
bbye
Naing called me in the morning while i was still half awake. And then she told me something, something which was so shocking? And I immediately woke up and ' HUH YOU JOGGING?! ' I didn't expect my lao niang to does that. ahhhh .. but but i want to go swimming ): teeheheh
Went to study with maylee then the future wannabe psychiatrist ps im not sure of the spelling, & soong xylia i went to your blog and tried seaching for the spelling but you took out your the future ambition eh eh ? why no more alr uh uh ? and that girl was
went to have dinner with jolynn. girl, you're getting talkative lately. haha seriously after you went poly you seemed to have changed drastically boo. not a bad thing lah. just that always in mrt on the way to sch/ back from sch you kept complaining that you want * not elaborating more * you know , i know can alr ahah :)
& my cousin and sister can play the guitar !! why in my time there's no guitar lesson why why why ?!!?!??!?!?! walao ... blah guitar is harder than guzheng and they dont want to teach me :( reminds me of my primary sch days :D the titanic song my heart will go on i still can remember the tune clearly. i doubt fiona tan can remember it. hehheh
I WANT TO LEARN TO PLAY A GUITAR :( next year perhaps x)
bbye
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
schooling nowadays seems to be a chore
am i really contented?
bah my piority now is my studies and then get out of lys to tp ahahaha
i thought i liked you , liked you so much but i was wrong
i thought you did too
you said that you'll try but you didnt .
i know that i didnt try my best but at least i tried.
& i dont think its because of the two
so now you prefer the another one or i also dont know what la
then goodbye all the best :)
allllllll over allllll gone liarrssssss liessss
i guess im also such a liar in ur eye
or it doesnt matter to you at all
if something unpleasant happened to both parties, things will never be the same again.
never.
:'(
i still prefered the past, desperately
it will never be the same again i know i know i know & we both know it
i dont like it because it bothers me and i dont know why it bothers me !!!
perhaps you were ever tht impt to me? soon it wont alr cos its over
anw it doesnt mattter to me la cos its been so long so draggy
hmm. at least there's memories :)
i like to see you happy, smiling always :)
ahhh it doesnt make any sense, just forget everything and i do not know whether what im doing is right or wrong.
isnt there anything to salvage it ?
you left me bewildering ...
maybe i'll take the initiative maybe i'll

& i always do.
its terrible enough alr. pls don't ask. only me, myself & i know what exactly im thinking alright.
am i really contented?
bah my piority now is my studies and then get out of lys to tp ahahaha
i thought i liked you , liked you so much but i was wrong
i thought you did too
you said that you'll try but you didnt .
i know that i didnt try my best but at least i tried.
& i dont think its because of the two
so now you prefer the another one or i also dont know what la
then goodbye all the best :)
allllllll over allllll gone liarrssssss liessss
i guess im also such a liar in ur eye
or it doesnt matter to you at all
if something unpleasant happened to both parties, things will never be the same again.
never.
:'(
i still prefered the past, desperately
it will never be the same again i know i know i know & we both know it
i dont like it because it bothers me and i dont know why it bothers me !!!
perhaps you were ever tht impt to me? soon it wont alr cos its over
anw it doesnt mattter to me la cos its been so long so draggy
hmm. at least there's memories :)
i like to see you happy, smiling always :)
ahhh it doesnt make any sense, just forget everything and i do not know whether what im doing is right or wrong.
isnt there anything to salvage it ?
you left me bewildering ...
maybe i'll take the initiative maybe i'll

& i always do.
its terrible enough alr. pls don't ask. only me, myself & i know what exactly im thinking alright.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
xylia told me something this morning which brightens up my day tremendously O-O ok not that exaggerating but indeed it somehow ... impacted? influence? no. just somehow makes me see things more flexible? ah. that violence gal galx [inside joke;] always enlighten me ahah.
everyday is a beautiful day i reckon, depending on how you want to spend it
better to forget and smile than to remember and be sad
i tried to sneeze w/o closing my eye and i bit my tongue :(
i need to watch my show and try amaths tys alr so, gdbye worms!
6days<3
heavy eye bag & panda eye :(
everyday is a beautiful day i reckon, depending on how you want to spend it
better to forget and smile than to remember and be sad
i tried to sneeze w/o closing my eye and i bit my tongue :(
i need to watch my show and try amaths tys alr so, gdbye worms!
6days<3
heavy eye bag & panda eye :(
Monday, July 07, 2008
Saturday, June 21, 2008
I had a dream, a dream to go disneyland ):
school is starting in less than 48 hours time and i havent really started revising. so much for the empty talk or maybe i shall keep deluding myself that i have actually started my revision by almost completing all the assigned work! HAHAAHAHAHA!
i feel weird.
i am waiting :D
somehow, my most trusting and reliable friend is me?
i forgot what i did today alrdy & my stomach is still in pain >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>:( blah blah black sheep.
now i feel veryvery fortunate baby hahah:D
school is starting in less than 48 hours time and i havent really started revising. so much for the empty talk or maybe i shall keep deluding myself that i have actually started my revision by almost completing all the assigned work! HAHAAHAHAHA!
i feel weird.
i am waiting :D
somehow, my most trusting and reliable friend is me?
i forgot what i did today alrdy & my stomach is still in pain >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>:( blah blah black sheep.
now i feel veryvery fortunate baby hahah:D
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Monday, June 16, 2008
YESTERDAY IS HISTORY, TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY AND TODAY, IS A GIFT.
quoted from a movie
No matter how grief or terrible i felt the previous day, its over!:D
every tomorrow is a gift. Remember and treasure the happiness and forget all about the unhappiness :) and i believe that no two person are identical
im gna try and apply tht daily but im afraid that it wont work >:(
i want to be a happy girl {:
joylnn says will come back tonight :(
or did something happened !?!?!?!?!?
ok thinking too much. & i feel quite bored.
if i were to have another june holiday, i would choose to spend it more wisely
sigh
i want a hula hoop
my mom forced me to eat banana yucks
and the usb cable i bought cant be used. thank you very much shop keeper for telling me that usb was great and wasting my money.
BOO
i dont understand why a murderer can get scot free
& lastly, im sleeping lesser.
i'm contented and feel fortunate to have you mr belly <33
quoted from a movie
No matter how grief or terrible i felt the previous day, its over!:D
every tomorrow is a gift. Remember and treasure the happiness and forget all about the unhappiness :) and i believe that no two person are identical
im gna try and apply tht daily but im afraid that it wont work >:(
i want to be a happy girl {:
joylnn says will come back tonight :(
or did something happened !?!?!?!?!?
ok thinking too much. & i feel quite bored.
if i were to have another june holiday, i would choose to spend it more wisely
sigh
i want a hula hoop
my mom forced me to eat banana yucks
and the usb cable i bought cant be used. thank you very much shop keeper for telling me that usb was great and wasting my money.
BOO
i dont understand why a murderer can get scot free
& lastly, im sleeping lesser.
i'm contented and feel fortunate to have you mr belly <33
Friday, June 06, 2008
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
i will die one day due to sleeping
if i've a lifespan of 80 years i guess i will spend 50 years sleeping
):<
ahh i must get the sleeping bug out ...
oh and i neeeed a usb!
joy joy joy {:
and today they gave ask a form to fill in regarding the feedback for this holiday extension classes,
and i wrote, the holiday classes are great cos' canteen are not crowded :D
goodbye miss chua.
will miss you !
gss
& im broke
how great
i finaly saw xylia online !
woooooooooooooooooo
thank you superficial friend
booo
if i've a lifespan of 80 years i guess i will spend 50 years sleeping
):<
ahh i must get the sleeping bug out ...
oh and i neeeed a usb!
joy joy joy {:
and today they gave ask a form to fill in regarding the feedback for this holiday extension classes,
and i wrote, the holiday classes are great cos' canteen are not crowded :D
goodbye miss chua.
will miss you !
gss
& im broke
how great
i finaly saw xylia online !
woooooooooooooooooo
thank you superficial friend
booo
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