my life seems cruel and unfair to me booo

Naing called me in the morning while i was still half awake. And then she told me something, something which was so shocking? And I immediately woke up and ' HUH YOU JOGGING?! ' I didn't expect my lao niang to does that. ahhhh .. but but i want to go swimming ): teeheheh

Went to study with maylee then the future wannabe psychiatrist ps im not sure of the spelling, & soong xylia i went to your blog and tried seaching for the spelling but you took out your the future ambition eh eh ? why no more alr uh uh ? and that girl was literally very insane. cant stand you la hor leemay agree O.O ? And they didnt want to walk with me to central ):< i cant find that feeling back how i feel vvv weird and a littleee guilty ):

went to have dinner with jolynn. girl, you're getting talkative lately. haha seriously after you went poly you seemed to have changed drastically boo. not a bad thing lah. just that always in mrt on the way to sch/ back from sch you kept complaining that you want * not elaborating more * you know , i know can alr ahah :)

& my cousin and sister can play the guitar !! why in my time there's no guitar lesson why why why ?!!?!??!?!?! walao ... blah guitar is harder than guzheng and they dont want to teach me :( reminds me of my primary sch days :D the titanic song my heart will go on i still can remember the tune clearly. i doubt fiona tan can remember it. hehheh
I WANT TO LEARN TO PLAY A GUITAR :( next year perhaps x)
bbye

schooling nowadays seems to be a chore
am i really contented?
bah my piority now is my studies and then get out of lys to tp ahahaha

i thought i liked you , liked you so much but i was wrong
i thought you did too
you said that you'll try but you didnt .
i know that i didnt try my best but at least i tried.
& i dont think its because of the two
so now you prefer the another one or i also dont know what la
then goodbye all the best :)
allllllll over allllll gone liarrssssss liessss
i guess im also such a liar in ur eye
or it doesnt matter to you at all
if something unpleasant happened to both parties, things will never be the same again.
never.
:'(
i still prefered the past, desperately
it will never be the same again i know i know i know & we both know it
i dont like it because it bothers me and i dont know why it bothers me !!!
perhaps you were ever tht impt to me? soon it wont alr cos its over
anw it doesnt mattter to me la cos its been so long so draggy
hmm. at least there's memories :)
i like to see you happy, smiling always :)

ahhh it doesnt make any sense, just forget everything and i do not know whether what im doing is right or wrong.

isnt there anything to salvage it ?
you left me bewildering ...
maybe i'll take the initiative maybe i'll


















& i always do.







its terrible enough alr. pls don't ask. only me, myself & i know what exactly im thinking alright.

xylia told me something this morning which brightens up my day tremendously O-O ok not that exaggerating but indeed it somehow ... impacted? influence? no. just somehow makes me see things more flexible? ah. that violence gal galx [inside joke;] always enlighten me ahah.

everyday is a beautiful day i reckon, depending on how you want to spend it
better to forget and smile than to remember and be sad

i tried to sneeze w/o closing my eye and i bit my tongue :(

i need to watch my show and try amaths tys alr so, gdbye worms!
6days<3

heavy eye bag & panda eye :(

all your empty promises
thankyou {:
























wonder which retard is eating tht orange
or which idiot took that picture ahah

goodnight worms !
im finally feeling on track, alright just a little
yupppo <3

I had a dream, a dream to go disneyland ):

school is starting in less than 48 hours time and i havent really started revising. so much for the empty talk or maybe i shall keep deluding myself that i have actually started my revision by almost completing all the assigned work! HAHAAHAHAHA!

i feel weird.

i am waiting :D
somehow, my most trusting and reliable friend is me?
i forgot what i did today alrdy & my stomach is still in pain >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>:( blah blah black sheep.

now i feel veryvery fortunate baby hahah:D

YESTERDAY IS HISTORY, TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY AND TODAY, IS A GIFT.
quoted from a movie

No matter how grief or terrible i felt the previous day, its over!:D
every tomorrow is a gift. Remember and treasure the happiness and forget all about the unhappiness :) and i believe that no two person are identical

im gna try and apply tht daily but im afraid that it wont work >:(
i want to be a happy girl {:

joylnn says will come back tonight :(
or did something happened !?!?!?!?!?
ok thinking too much. & i feel quite bored.

if i were to have another june holiday, i would choose to spend it more wisely
sigh
i want a hula hoop
my mom forced me to eat banana yucks
and the usb cable i bought cant be used. thank you very much shop keeper for telling me that usb was great and wasting my money.
BOO
i dont understand why a murderer can get scot free
& lastly, im sleeping lesser.

i'm contented and feel fortunate to have you mr belly <33

i want to have a whiter teeth
i ate so much
i completed one set of emaths paper
great {:

faster come back from indonesia lah
&
with stuffs back of cos
x)

i miss you mr belly :'(

I LOVE MY BEANY.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
tytytytyty saaaad for getting it for me
tho its on the way lah
loves <33333333333! (:

i finish eating already ):

i will die one day due to sleeping
if i've a lifespan of 80 years i guess i will spend 50 years sleeping
):<
ahh i must get the sleeping bug out ...

oh and i neeeed a usb!
joy joy joy {:

and today they gave ask a form to fill in regarding the feedback for this holiday extension classes,
and i wrote, the holiday classes are great cos' canteen are not crowded :D

goodbye miss chua.
will miss you !

gss
& im broke
how great

i finaly saw xylia online !
woooooooooooooooooo

thank you superficial friend
booo

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are


You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

happy birthday weixin ! :D
get well soon ok ?
<333

i feel that i've got a weak stomach

:(

MEITING!
BARNEY IS A DINOSAUR :DDDDDDDD
baaaah

anw, after 6 months,
i finally found the phone i like vv much
i shall stick back to nokia
.
n82 you're mine :)

happy !

goodbye my two loved ones
]:

i need to get a phone !
- i need a camera phone with at least a 3.0 mp
- front camera
thats all )':

& guess what.
my slipper spoilt ):


i lovelove shopping :D
bought quite a no. of things recently
happy x23
but not gna spend too much need to save money for some thing:D
im serious! not going to spend too much during recess alr
anw
im going to invite more colours (;
i dont wear pink
cos i dont have any pink haha !
& that daughter of mine asked me wear pink leggings
crazy yet not so adorable girl :D


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LIKE KEITH VERY TALL LIDAT says:
i tmr continue blogging (:
JolynnHoHui. says:
haha ya blog dont care la

she said that i dont have to blog.
ah ...... well...


soong xylia !
I DONT SEE YOU ONLINE
&
WHERE'S UR BLOG?!























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baby belly lizard .. x)

money makes the world go round [?]

ps/this post was typed 3 days ago
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Hello greeny
<3

i feel so happy on friday morning :D

i guess i must start studying already
sigh.

niang must be happy!

heard a veryvery bad news this morning
sigh.
didnt get to see him for the last time
my mom asked me not to go to the hospital
rest in peace , at least thats the end of sufferings
think +vely!

need to do emaths alr bbbyeeeeeee!
i love my baby soso much (:

i feel that im very slow.

now then i started to feel so pathetic hah!
since tht somewhere around last week ,
forgot when had a looooong well not tht long
chat with xylia
then she like want to ___
i told her its ok dont have nevermind one
then now i suddenly feel it
now i feel so ___
thank you xy!

life is always unfair
my expectation is somehow getting higher ):
blaaaaaaah
the most trustworthy person is urslf.


two days ago i felt soo contented.
haah.

shut up lah ym (:

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO^^

i hope i wont regeret what i decided :D

i must ren i'll keep quiet

yueming must remember :]

<33

true friend?

hi monkey
i woke up late and it was raining vv heavily
my niang called me twice but i didnt feel anything xD
so lazy bring umbrella lah
lucky niangqin(lol) got.
bought pancakes alighted the bus and ran home
and i suddenly feel that .. nvm.

its been raining everyday!
):
cannot go out with joylnn )__:

i got a feeling on Monday that funny feeling
when i was in primary sch i had that feeling too
fear !
i think i know who caused that feeling alr
that mushroom head
HAHAHAHAHAH!
ohya . niang 's a mommy girl but i guess no one will believe lah.

anw, i love my daughter lobsxz !!
thank you for
bringing an umbrella when there's rain
all the little things :D
and always bringing me to the traffic light
& im so gna fetch you home one day !
promise

sick plsss sick
nights
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joylnn says she's shy.
cos of my personal message.

haah.
shy for few days :)

(l) daughter.

HAH.

Happy Birthday Daughter :-D &
Happy cyn too (:

my computer broke down again :D
sighhhh
now at cousin's house tomorrow going home again x(
im so dead alr so far how to tahan ):

i feel so tired now ..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i think i will increase 5kg after a few days
sooooooo fattening lah the foooooods
& i dont want stay at home during cny!

oh & i got soooooo many movies i wna watch !
$.$
ok i feel like i got so many things i wna get
but i dont know what
:-D

eamon always like that one LOL. see i blogged.
twinny, thank you(:!
i think i got about 5-6 angpaos already :D
im so sleepy but my hair is still wet

i miss my Mcube alr ):<
one week <3