I GUESS, WE DID THE MOST ROMANTIC THING TONIGHT AT ______ AND WE .... =X
anyway, its a secret ... you wouldn't want to know it anyway.

jingyi says one!
and i cant copy you la lao niang you try copying it yourself grr x(

You Are 28% Brutally Honest

Honesty is nice, but only when it's convenient. You rather be nice than honest. You figure it's important to be honest about the big stuff, but little lies never hurt anyone!

You Are a Pretty Good Liar

Your lies are somewhat believable, but sometimes you get caught. Work on keeping your body language and emotions calm. And you'll be a better liar in no time!

You Can Definitely Spot a Liar

Maybe you have good instincts. Or maybe you just have a lot of experience with liars. Either way, it's pretty hard for someone to pull a fast one on you. You're like a human lie detector.

not true. for sure not true lah !! For sure im more than 28% la ! a 50% at least ........ I'm honest k :) and no, im not a good liar. how can i be a good liar ?! or perahps i am ?! yes no i dont know. And definitely i can't spot a liar. I'm not a lie detector. Countless of people lied. bah, actually i do know whoever did lied at times.

I dont lie :)

a little tinge of sacasm, who in this world doesn't lie?

oh and, ' lying is because you care '
is it?
because you care for that someone, you didn't want that someone to feel sad or hurt thats why you lied. if you didn't care, you wouldn't bother to even lie in the first place.
but thats still lying !

I'm scared and i told you im scared alr ):

I'm tired and unhappy.
how?
No. I'm uhappy because im tired.
I'm tired because i need my sleep.
is it?
what is the feeling of happiness?
Have i forgotten it or am i too tired to feel it.
Yet, the word tired again.
Everyone is tired and i know that :)
am i actually contented or even happy?
Ah , whatever i do not like that word

maybe i should stop complaining.
BUT LIFE IS ALWAYS SO CONTRADICTING LAH
at times when i'm feeling so satisfied with my life, then there will be something or maybe someone that displeases me la
it hinders me and i do not like it
Ok, whatever.
But still, i love the way my life is.

my every post seems to be talking about sleep ):
because my major distraction is sleepzzzzzzzz
i know cant waste my mom's money by getting shit results.
We shall see :)

I'm waiting for something which most probably wouldnt happen. And of that, i wont be like before ):

I am so tired, tired of everything around me. If only i could sleep the whole day long .. If only everything could stop how wonderful.

Oh my god. I cant stand peoples nowadays!
sheessh.

dont feel quite good today

AND I AM NOT SATISFIED WITH MYSELF.
stayed at home the whole day but i've only done SS
Im scared ): jan/feb 2009
jumping with excitement? tears of joy? or
crying with disappointment?
ah, it starts from now (:
just go for the very final dash .....

Anw, I have come to realize whats stopping me from studying ):
its the sleeping bug !!!!!
I am always sleepy especially when im at home
oh dear ):
sleeping 8 hours a day doesn't help much either.
grr whatever LLLL

praying hard that my mom will get me a new swimming costume
wheee so exited ! hor joy joy joy joy joy joy joyous (:


I want someone who just want to be near me, to whisper in my ear, to hold my hand, to put my hair back to my ear when it falls front, to wrap me in his arms, and tell me loves me.........

my adorable meiting (:

i upset.
i didnt get to eat my that noodle today
SOLD OUT :(

B4 for chinese is okay la. its a good thing because , unlike ppl whom got 3, 2 or 1 i do not have to fret about retaking. (:

on the contrary ............ If i manage to get a distinction, wooooo! no more MT lesson. 3 hours of free period a week! no comprehension, no essay and one subject down for Os ... that would be really LG alrdy la. I only got a Merit for my oral so i think A1 is almost impossible to me. hmm at least A2, or B3 if cant , then i shall just stick with my B4 ):

oh & HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !!!
I spent my 2008 national day with my dearest mt & yi
(''V'') this is suppose to be a heart
anw, love you much much daughter in law ! :D:D

my extra lovely usb cant connect so ah forget it.

i love my blogskin because baby chose it ahaha so random

fiona smile i believe you can !!
you must and i will see tears of happiness the following year (:

zaijian.

im such a bad person felt so bad suddenly

:(

a true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
wheee <3

my connection is bloody weak. disconnecting every few minutes ! Especially when its raining. & i do not know why. maybe it do has rheumatism wahahaha. lousy lousy. seriously lor about every 5 minutes disconnect ... then i've to wait for it to connect ....
my com is spoilt
ah bye

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry?

my life seems cruel and unfair to me booo

Naing called me in the morning while i was still half awake. And then she told me something, something which was so shocking? And I immediately woke up and ' HUH YOU JOGGING?! ' I didn't expect my lao niang to does that. ahhhh .. but but i want to go swimming ): teeheheh

Went to study with maylee then the future wannabe psychiatrist ps im not sure of the spelling, & soong xylia i went to your blog and tried seaching for the spelling but you took out your the future ambition eh eh ? why no more alr uh uh ? and that girl was literally very insane. cant stand you la hor leemay agree O.O ? And they didnt want to walk with me to central ):< i cant find that feeling back how i feel vvv weird and a littleee guilty ):

went to have dinner with jolynn. girl, you're getting talkative lately. haha seriously after you went poly you seemed to have changed drastically boo. not a bad thing lah. just that always in mrt on the way to sch/ back from sch you kept complaining that you want * not elaborating more * you know , i know can alr ahah :)

& my cousin and sister can play the guitar !! why in my time there's no guitar lesson why why why ?!!?!??!?!?! walao ... blah guitar is harder than guzheng and they dont want to teach me :( reminds me of my primary sch days :D the titanic song my heart will go on i still can remember the tune clearly. i doubt fiona tan can remember it. hehheh
I WANT TO LEARN TO PLAY A GUITAR :( next year perhaps x)
bbye

schooling nowadays seems to be a chore
am i really contented?
bah my piority now is my studies and then get out of lys to tp ahahaha

i thought i liked you , liked you so much but i was wrong
i thought you did too
you said that you'll try but you didnt .
i know that i didnt try my best but at least i tried.
& i dont think its because of the two
so now you prefer the another one or i also dont know what la
then goodbye all the best :)
allllllll over allllll gone liarrssssss liessss
i guess im also such a liar in ur eye
or it doesnt matter to you at all
if something unpleasant happened to both parties, things will never be the same again.
never.
:'(
i still prefered the past, desperately
it will never be the same again i know i know i know & we both know it
i dont like it because it bothers me and i dont know why it bothers me !!!
perhaps you were ever tht impt to me? soon it wont alr cos its over
anw it doesnt mattter to me la cos its been so long so draggy
hmm. at least there's memories :)
i like to see you happy, smiling always :)

ahhh it doesnt make any sense, just forget everything and i do not know whether what im doing is right or wrong.

isnt there anything to salvage it ?
you left me bewildering ...
maybe i'll take the initiative maybe i'll


















& i always do.







its terrible enough alr. pls don't ask. only me, myself & i know what exactly im thinking alright.

xylia told me something this morning which brightens up my day tremendously O-O ok not that exaggerating but indeed it somehow ... impacted? influence? no. just somehow makes me see things more flexible? ah. that violence gal galx [inside joke;] always enlighten me ahah.

everyday is a beautiful day i reckon, depending on how you want to spend it
better to forget and smile than to remember and be sad

i tried to sneeze w/o closing my eye and i bit my tongue :(

i need to watch my show and try amaths tys alr so, gdbye worms!
6days<3

heavy eye bag & panda eye :(

all your empty promises
thankyou {:
























wonder which retard is eating tht orange
or which idiot took that picture ahah

goodnight worms !
im finally feeling on track, alright just a little
yupppo <3

I had a dream, a dream to go disneyland ):

school is starting in less than 48 hours time and i havent really started revising. so much for the empty talk or maybe i shall keep deluding myself that i have actually started my revision by almost completing all the assigned work! HAHAAHAHAHA!

i feel weird.

i am waiting :D
somehow, my most trusting and reliable friend is me?
i forgot what i did today alrdy & my stomach is still in pain >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>:( blah blah black sheep.

now i feel veryvery fortunate baby hahah:D

YESTERDAY IS HISTORY, TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY AND TODAY, IS A GIFT.
quoted from a movie

No matter how grief or terrible i felt the previous day, its over!:D
every tomorrow is a gift. Remember and treasure the happiness and forget all about the unhappiness :) and i believe that no two person are identical

im gna try and apply tht daily but im afraid that it wont work >:(
i want to be a happy girl {:

joylnn says will come back tonight :(
or did something happened !?!?!?!?!?
ok thinking too much. & i feel quite bored.

if i were to have another june holiday, i would choose to spend it more wisely
sigh
i want a hula hoop
my mom forced me to eat banana yucks
and the usb cable i bought cant be used. thank you very much shop keeper for telling me that usb was great and wasting my money.
BOO
i dont understand why a murderer can get scot free
& lastly, im sleeping lesser.

i'm contented and feel fortunate to have you mr belly <33

i want to have a whiter teeth
i ate so much
i completed one set of emaths paper
great {:

faster come back from indonesia lah
&
with stuffs back of cos
x)

i miss you mr belly :'(

I LOVE MY BEANY.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
tytytytyty saaaad for getting it for me
tho its on the way lah
loves <33333333333! (:

i finish eating already ):

i will die one day due to sleeping
if i've a lifespan of 80 years i guess i will spend 50 years sleeping
):<
ahh i must get the sleeping bug out ...

oh and i neeeed a usb!
joy joy joy {:

and today they gave ask a form to fill in regarding the feedback for this holiday extension classes,
and i wrote, the holiday classes are great cos' canteen are not crowded :D

goodbye miss chua.
will miss you !

gss
& im broke
how great

i finaly saw xylia online !
woooooooooooooooooo

thank you superficial friend
booo

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are


You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special
I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless