i thought i will be happy today.
but nvm 'cos the thought of swimming tomorrow makes me much(ie) better.

tp sent me a letter saying my forms are unable to process. 'cos my mom didn't sign some parts. meanin, i've to go back and submit again!? oh nonoo.

dont ask / think so much laa.
xxooxxoo,
loveeeeee

I dont know why but i seem to be getting more afraid of you.

I slept for than 12 hours finally. & i woke up in the evening, resulting me here. Its been ages since i burn the midnight oil. Current status: wide awake. Eh i feel like staying awake for the night and then sleep early tomorrow. Pending........... hahaha.

Just downloaded Picasa and meaning, peeeptures soon!

25 months yesterday, love you anoying most understanding baby :)

and most importantly, i need to learn how to curb my hunger pangs!

and, no use harping onto things you couldn't get it / know tht is wont turn out fine, ever. Get it yes?

this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks. this sucks.

if only im smarter, if only tht ive listened in the first place.


first time i felt stress after that big O. HAH, STRESS?!

okay la, kidding.

i wont be at ease till i complete my poly stuffs. until now still pending tell me whhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhy!

on the better side, monkok(if i got the spelling right) dim sum is yum!!

trust doesn't exist in this reality world. or maybe it does.

suppose to meet Joy tommorow but go no mood to ______. and then from wed she'll be busy. im like so bad leh joy nvm impt stuffs come first.

i cant update already
k seeeeyoou.
where's my baby.......

4 words.

12 letters.

Not. In. The. Mood.


I used to charge my phone at least once a day and now, once every two - three days! Amazing right. My phone can go ' battery low ' for 4 hours. Like just. Am lazy to charge it..


i want to scream out loud.

poly stuff is a chore laa. CPF, singpass & the most worrying thing is, i've forgotten what meiting told me! Like a goldfish. meiting listen ah, i'll be bothering you lately!

and you know what? shark involve into a business women. Like how those pokemon involve, you know you know.

loves!
joooyeeey!

I pray and hope that I'm fully recovered. Its terrible to be sick. Flu + ulcer + sore throat + fever = most effective combination. Omg i need to talk.

Woke up at 12plus and to my horror i was late. Made it to Victoria Concert Hall just in time. Took cab from Eunos, lesson learnt
Note to self: do not take cab from Eunos.

On cab
Me : Eh Uncle mind driving faster 'cos im rushing.
Uncle : Ya la i know that you're rushing if not why would you want to take cab? if you got all the time in the world, you would had alrdy taken public transport.

Quite true tho. So, cab customer = rushing for time? Haha.

Siglap's Cest la vie (something like loyang's COL) was hmm alright. I expected something more surprising. But their Choir was splendid they sang without mic and filled the whole Hall with their voices.

I want see my baby :D
loves!

oh yet another new month staring....

Joy's not angry. Haaaaah Yaaaaaay.

Went Ikea. Cant find my mini dustbin baby ask me buy the big one but i dont like and he said i like........ nvm do not wish to continue further!

Tomorrow going out with Jasmine to PP.

Greats.

You think that i couldn't care less..


....

I couldn't care more



in fact.


I'm gonna read my story book before i sleep tonight (:
loves! <33

My three lovelies!

Im back back back back with hell lots of pictures. Maybe not that many just about hundred plus?

Anw, reached SG about 10pm and cabbed home. And guess what this blur royal did? She left something behind at the car boot! I really dont know how i did that. I remember vaguely that when i closed the boot i saw one brownish bag. But i just didn't pick it up and i dont know why. Reached home.. Granny was hollering for her bag.

Called 6552 1111(if i remembered correctly) and i dont know how my mom knows the Taxi's plate no. Lo and behold! We managed to contact the driver but he was alrdy at sengkang. Dint know that from sengkang to Pasir Ris wasn't expensive. Just $5.

The first thing i did when i got out of cab was to open my letter box. My TP letter! Woooooooo. Haven read it yet maybe afterwards. I heard form Goh you get to choose either workshop or camp. Hmm....

Eh, tomorrow class outing canceled. Dont know why so many ppl didnt want to go. Nvm, get to sleep longer && go ikea. My room is in a huge mess. It stinkssssssssssssssssssssss. Stink to heaven. Leant this sentence from Xylia.

Sometimes.. its not tht i dont know.. just tht i dont want to.. thts why i didnt..

maybe?

All of a sudden i feel so awake. Cant sleep too 'cos sending pics to coussieees. Maybe i will pack my room which is highly impossible.

loves!
ps joy dont angry lah. mommy bought something for euuzx beri act cute dde.

All of a sudden, i feel irritated, like srsly annoyed. My laptop laaaaggged for the first time. I want a new one badly if i've known i would have work harder and save up cash for it. Sigh nevermind. Better not talk about it.

Met up with Joylnn yesterday. Caught Slumdog Millionair at vivo. Er, didn't know it was an Indian flim until ... 15mins after the movie started? Thank god there's subtitle. Combination of commedy, gross(took out one's eyeball with a spoon), action(bangbang!)? Go & watch it, cos' it has alot of nominations for i dont know what. However storyline wasn't bad i rate it 3.9/5 ?

I went Dover for two consecutive day. One thing im glad is that im not posted to SP! Hellllllll to the long journey. TP is not that near either. Waiting time + walking time + bus journey = almost 40mins? (eh info from leemay)

still irritated.. not able to log in facebook since 3 days ago iritates me even more. I want my word challenge can.

Almond paste is not loved by me.

Ok i think i know why.

i think next week i will upload many pictures when im back. Timecheck 2am. Gosh i need to complete something very important & precious by tomorrow morning. & joylnn went offline suddenly sitll say wna talk to me uh ): also, hope i can suceed in making the roses dry. Just hang it upside down right?

Joylnn says she dont wna talk me me. Thanks lor.

loves!

It can't be real, nooo?

Dint want to use com at first. But i wanted to check something and the urge to play word challenge is killing me. Facebook rocks 'cos of that. Dont find pet society that awesome.

Mom asked me to help out at my aunt's shop. Spent almost half the day at her house sleeping. Uh, the only thing i dont like was waking up early the rest was fine :D but coussie stayed at home ): cos' i took her house key out hahaha! I love Thai food but too bad got a weak stomach.

shhhhhhhhhh

My honey bee <33

love you dont pinch me :)

Was tad bit busy for the past few days. Trust me to say tht im free the whole of last week.. I went out everyday! *shake head* Been seeing Meiting & Yiling often haha. Cos' of twinny chalet.

Happy birthday Twinny on 13th Feb. I see that you enjoyed your total 3 surprises? :D

I also want surprise leh... heeh

I went swimming at aranda with Meiting & Yiling on her birthday. I woke up at 7am? I likey! And Yiling gave me a love mark on my neck. Still there now haha. Very ridicules y' know. We were like swimming towards each other (no googles, so i didnt open my eye), opposite direction then we banged each other.

MY PAY NOT IN YET! TSK TSK YOU PLAY DOUGH. Once i get my pay

1) get one hair straighter (my current one i used more than two years, & its from my maymay :) )

2) give yiling her one and a half day pay

3) spend wisely, as in, on food not others.

I'm in love with facebook. Word challenge is so damn fun la beat my score 6000plus i think. Tho not very fantastic.

Valentine days' was fine. Valerie & Jumaiah brirthday !

14 Feb was supposed to go UW or M but because im late we ended up E and E and E ):

hahaha!

2 years & still counting :)

Baby kept saying i was skinny on that day which was very rare of him. I wanted to watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button but then all the seats were taken ):

I love you honey fatfat, very much :)

someone being so nice & understanding lately ah <33

seeeeee how i feel alrdy?

hmm today was a tiring add sleepy day so gna sleep early.

the feelin' really suck big time man.

Where has it gone to?

5th Feb. Caught All Well End Well. Not bad, funny. K tell u a secret, its my first time having the piority seat teehehehe But no place to rest my arm cos' there's nothing in the middle.

I'm so gna pack pack pack my room. Cant stand the mess. & i wna go Ikea buy containers haha. I got alot of things to buy sooo got to be v budget now. I need to treat Joy too :D

Settled Yiling's chalet stuffs alrdy! If only i can stay.. Nvm, Persevere, hang on! Shall beg my mom. Then it will be the first time so exciting haha! Walked to leemay's house. Cant help it.. adult fare and i just topped up like few days ago. Anw, concession soon la so no worries!

I suddendly feel so selfish. K later.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

very gd siooooooooooo.

loveee!

You make me feel so nauseate.

went klunch with them on 3rd feb. freezing cold. Kbox always remind me of a person. We used to go there, just both of us. Hah

I'm quite positive tht i'll be working at least till April. Shall be a mommy's girl. Well, provided if there's job for me.

Yesterday was Joylnn & Ryu's birthday :)

Last night was quite terrible. (I dont mean jolynn's birthday) But i think i will get it over soon, completely. Oh and i feel that my tolerant level is commendable and i quite like it. Hahahahaha. My very own lil lil ditry secret. :)

You brought me up and then threw me down..

Guess what? This whole week I'm free! (i think) i went out everyday the previous week. Except for tht day. My eyes were unwell. & xylia and leemay were sooo lovely & sweet & (insert everything nice) cos' they bought me food from White Sands. And leemay, the.. err fried sushi was vv yummy! Thank you thank you :)

Leemay is not online leh. Dare not sms her.

I guess it do matter but of cos, i wont say anything.
loves!
痛?

Stirred up & down.

I want to cover & hide the ugly truth can i? Maybe..

Now then i realize tht i do not like quite a number of things. Never too late?

I hate how genuine care and being intrusive are just an inch apart. What exactly are you seeking for? You want to know it badly or are you just curious? It. Do. Matter. You. Know. A confidant? haha. Even so, i could only tell half i dont know why.. just like something pulling. I hate how i keep thinking of it just hate it.

I'm like a goner if that does not work out..

Feel like eating curry fish head now. Anyone? Oh yea i got into my first choice, happy happy. Cant wait to start sch yet on the other hand i wna enjoy my holiday! I was dizzy with happiness when i received the msg from MOE on 30 Jan. :)

Btw its Feb alrdy.

Wokey at 6.45am. I'm getting real forgetful, dont know whats with me.. Pay is coming after 6 - 8 weeks.... Mom keep pestering me to look for a job!

Leemay gave me 100g of famous amos. Im a happy girl today!

At her house. She very slow leh. Pretty Yling right! Acc her for her interview, let her in let her in kkk

Look at my eyebag O.O

Her cheeck not as chubby/ fat as someone HEHEHEHEH

Smile with teeth =D

Lastly, DROOOOOOOOOL.

Note to self : no more impluse or spending anymore. Need to go Lil India. Missesssss you.

Nah picturess hahahahaha there's many more .. taken on the first day of cny. Watched Wedding Game. Awesome........ NOT. I rate it 1.5 out of 5? Movies are getting boring. Dont find Twiilight nice too. Something wrong with me or the movie? I want to watch something nice.

Got moutain of stuffs to buy & i dont know where to get it! Infuriating man.. Actually just one or two. But nvm, I'm gna start saving up. My $$ now is negative. Plus my red packet still CMI.

Stayed at home for the entire CNY.. unlike most ppl.. get to go visiting everyday. Heeh but doesn't matter la.

Fetch baby from work today :D

I have to wake up at 7am tomorrow. I can do it!

I want an ankle length legging but aint gonna buy it. Think im going to DIY one , i got one covers the whole feet but can see your toes aiya i dont know how to say.. im going to cut till the ankle part hope it will be sucessfull..... If it fail.. fret not cos' i got two pairs more ahahahaha. Sounds stupid but whatever la, you must try, even tho you failed, at least you tried. LOL.

My N82 is failing .... very saddening..

I forgot what i wanted to blog about so i guess i shall sleep. 12 - 7 , 7 hours only! Goodbye!

Yay twinny i posted this pic up alrdy. Their lovey dovey *hair stand* heheh

I see her for 9 days straight loves! & i took the picture, say nice thanks.

I think i love bus 58. I took 58 for like 8 days? All the time when im going work. 58 always remind me of J8 :) And i did something today which was quite expected of me. I.Miss.The.Stop to West plaza. I've to walk one bus stop back under the red hot scorching sun.

Work wasn't very pleasant for the first few hours, but after break it was alright. Saw jolynn. K, love my daughter. :) Then it was quite busy for the day. & my memory very bad la :( Junjie told me his msn just few hours ago and i was like, dont have to key in phone la cos' i surely can rememeber. But... Nvm, maybe Razi knows hahahaha. I thought i was going home alone today.. Parents dont wna fetch me home.. But, maymay came to find me. :D

AND MY WORK ENDED ALDY! Just waiting for that damnnnn pay heh.

Waiting for someone to end work then im off to sleep alrdy.

Oh yea I only CCCCCCCCCCareeee for myself.

Miss Dot's heart itchy, but dont scratch, later heart problem how. I love to eat shark fins later no more how..

Happy birthday Jasmine. & just one month ago i celebrated my 16th birthday and now, her 18th. Tsk. You still owe me pictures...

Have I mention that I was working with Razi, the Pokka guy? Haha. Was surprise to see him on the first day of work. And guess what? Tomorrow's my last day woooXxx. Its nice to have friends around y'know. K.N.S old faaagggoooottt been complaining about me since the first day of work. Then my manager nag nag nag, still prefer my in charge tho. At least he's more understanding.

Yea the dog above was abandoned by dont know which heartless onwer. Fortunately one kind lady took it in for abt a month. Heeh why i know so much? Cos that lady told me.

Witness something vvv shocking at NTUC today. I dont know why but actually I'm glad that he didn't get......

25th New year eve Im going out with Meiting & her chou da bian. We are going to eat our reunion dinner together. Meiting cooking curry & yiling cooking prawn. Teeehehehehhhh. If you believe :)

Oh & twinny don't upset la, sorry & thanks for tonight for replacing me. xoxo

I feel so bad I made my darling angry just now :(

am so sleepy but waiting for someone to end work. :)





Nvm.

Words unspoken. fate sealed.

I DEMAND THE GIRL ON THE LEFT TO SLEEP NOW.

I'm quite happy with myself today & sales was best today. Unlike yesterday ......................................... Ahhhh well. & i dont see any boss, no blad head uncle or tall& straight hair lady. Joy came and i accompanied her for lunch, she said the food suck & Niang came & brought alot of stuffs lor! <3

Love twinny xoxo

West Plaza should really go & do something about their toilet. Its making me very sick.

Friendship is like peeing on yourself: everyone can see it, but only you get the warm feeling that it brings. Ohmy god. There's no stupid question but only stupid people. & i think i fall under that cateory. Sigh I think its time for me to reflect. Tehehehehheh. I feel that sleeping but i dont want to .. but i have to ..