Im still awake. In this wee hour. Okay la guess its not that late. Have not been staying up ever since school started, at least. Hmm word challenge still rock me upside down inside out. :D

I wonder if instincts are true. Sometimes you suspect that someone and yet you know you're suppose to trust that someone. Hmm. Like how the person told you its not yet you still have your doubts. Just a random thought. :)

Now now, im searching for _____.

And movies! I see alot of good(i reckon) movies coming up. Yay.

& its June alrdy. Love the sunny weather so far!

And i say............ SCHOOL IS GONNA START DAMN SOON.

Nights & loves.

You read only the pages i want you to.

First, Im going to sleep all i can. Need to get back all my sleep. Had Fried rice for my very late breakfast. Im actually feeling quite bored which. is. a. very. good. thing. No school work = no busy = bored = me happy! Need to get some things organized too.

Anw anh, i got my high waist pants, my size plus its black & satin. Happy girl again! I wanna get tights. Both leemay & felly don't wna share with me. Quite upsetting. LOL.

I still prefer Compaq to Acer, ah ha. Baby's in school and he replies soooooo slowly.... like a snail ): my sister lied to me.... she din't borrow hotshot from her friend today ):

K sad stuffs aside, went back for commendation day last Friday. Ex lysian should go and see i feel. Had a different feeling when i stepped in, they had it nicely decorated, canteen was astoundingly pretty, tables and stalls covered with red cloth etc. Not to mention, food was great too. You know that type of stalls or push cart you see in shopping malls selling those candy floss, yea it was there in lyss.

Saw Mrs Oon, aiya all the teachers la. Had a very long chat with Mr Long and aiya i very scared la of my English. Eh whatever. Ehh.

Yiling Twinny went off earlier. The hall wasn't as hot as expected too. :)

Meeting May later.

& i wna see my darling soon!

True enough, Rebus makes you go crazyy. Taken at library(my fave place ha) two weeks ago while doing Rebus. See so stressed up tsk tsk. Glad that the assignment is finally overr and the upcoming term test on Friday will then be my killer paper. Oh i guess I'm counted lucky as compared to some.. Mostly had 4 tests whereas me only 3. Yay!

Christy, Reid, Yueming. Before i chop off my hair LOL. (inside joke)

She lost her mind alrdy haha!

I dont know whats this ha!

Center parting ok? Nice? LOL

Ps: I think Christy won't mind me posting lah uh? Sorry for stealing home your 24cm ruler didn't mean it!

Tp is soo small! Guess what again? She's a friend of Esther Lai, Mel, Jeremy etc.

I woke up at 6 plus slept for around six hours but i still feel so restless i dont know why.. Monday Maths was alright thanks lm & gw for explaining! Facom was alright too i guess? Either a borderline fail or pass. & i can do the water distribution qns yay!

& Yes few more days and here's my holiday I've been awaiting for ever since school started.

12 more days. 17 more days. Yay.

Baby don't think so much. :)

xoxo

Guess what? i haven't started on my revision was watching hot shot since afternoon. Uhh when i was having my prelim last year my sister was watching a hong kong tv series, O level that time she was watching fated to love you & now hot shot. Me is very addicted to it.

K willpower!!!! I shall start my revision now. I wanted to start since 3pm. Panic doesn't help sigh.

Can't blame anyone but myself.. Am so gna continue watching after Tuesday.
:)

FACOM makes my knee goes weak.. i guess regret is the word.. ?

Last Wednesday. The another half of my class presentation. Everyone wore formal. Cool uh. And guess what? I got a B for Wrtoral, sadly not A. & Kent got A+ Christy got A. Boo. Also, I was late for my last wed wrtoral walao just 3 mins late after the grace period then she marked us late.. But nvm forgive 'cause of her burger treat LOL. yay free burger ha.

Sharon presenting!
The girls.
Guys. There's more girls in my class :)

Just Married. HA, kidding.
Whole class Take One.
Take Two
Take Three
Ehh say ' AZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ... '
& thn you go ' NAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.. ' camp cheer yea. AZNA AZNA AZNA AZNA~
Our care person. Mdm Meenachi. I like her lesson 'cause v relax



Seriously Terrence was forced to take this.

Take One. Sitting on Chin Yan's lap. Eh i kept calling her Yan Chin. Ahhh Yan Chin see la i miss you till keep calling your name.
Take Two. Like Family Protrait uh. My Dad & Mom. lol
I took this pic it was only three of them at first and then one by one came in.. ahaha
Baby says that plastic bag weigh almost 5Kg. No wonder i got muscle alrdy lah. JK.
CHYE! Preety uh. My mento for Orientation.
There's alot more and of 'cos i only upload those with me in it. I liked my class on that day, all very united :) Anw, i din't go for the FDM interview. Don't know if I will regret or not.. but nvm hope i will have fun in VC. dint went for TPSU interview either.

Anw im lazy to find the Effcom i think Jean's email uh, still must send her the picture.

I need to reviseeeeeeeeeee. Went air port with Joylnn & Meiting to study. And guess what? I did only Maths. FACOM is my weakness lah. I think i disturbed them studying; i was talking non stop. Sorry! :( & take care of your aching back else ppl might mistaken you as 29.

I can't wait for exams to be over then i will be dizzy with happiness alrdy. 'cause all the shops are screaming for me!

Term Test spell the word dead. I lead a sad life. Hahaha.

I want see my baby soon. :)

Nights !

The worse has yet to come..

hahahah. Currently at TP library. Its like my second home been there four times this week. Busy doing my article omgg i'm finally halfway through.. and, i've been visiting realestatewords & google web more than my blog, hotmail and facebook ahhhhhhhhhh@

me is going bonkers anytime. Guess what? i did not sign in my msn for four days already!

I need chocolate. I need candies. I need 30 more reflections.

Yeah. . . Tomorrow is the deadline cool.

xoxo

I live the way i want it to be.

As usual, dead busy! Hm shall upload last week presentation maybe this weekend omg they wear till very formal la! & panzi's short birthday celebration (advanced) tomorrow is her birthday heh :D

Met Xylia, Meiting and Leemay on Friday. Im a happy girl :) But where's my twinny? Nvm there's this two week holiday. 've been anticipating it since 4567days. I need shopping to relieve stress meiting, xylia, etc. Do you all hear my callssssssssss~ ?

Had CADS test today. 2 to be exact. Goner lah, tho its open book. The autocad one was alright thanks Evon for teaching me last Friday 'cause i managed to complete everything! Cabbed to school & ya very embarrassing so im not gna say.

Blogging in a rush yeap so gna continue my Real Estate Business now... Sucks again deadling: friday

This space is not dead yet. Oh and not forgetting, I start school at One in the afternoon tomorrow noon lesson i like like! V excited.

xoxo LOVES!

Hello! Xylia, leemay and meiting here!!!! (: Due to mingming having sore throat now,we are helping her to update her blog. Actually only meiting lah, they busy talking about HANDSOME guy! Opposite us, there are two guys staring at our table, as if they never see table before! So leemay is damn angry now. Anyway back to topic, mingming is SICK!!! So anyone who see her must ask her take care of herself okies?? She too blur le, everything can forget, today do project at computer lab, do until forget to take her calculator, jacket and pencil case! See i think someday she might forget to bring herself to school!

Having Butterlies in my stomach

Last week all the way till now have been very 'fun-filled'. I din't know poly life can be this busy! Camp last Friday till Sunday. Had only a few hours of sleep leading to viral infection. Tsk. But overall camp was alright, very tiring but fun! Amazing race, final clash (the water bomb smacked right onto my face) etc. Food wasn't nice, at all.

Tomorrow is the wtoral presentation@ it feels weird y'know? Preparing weeks for just that five minutes presentation. Gna wear formal, i guess i know how to convert the ppt2007 to 2003, v easy. Hopefully i'll be fine by tomorrow....

& I NEED TO PLOT A CHART, a chartt! I dont know how to even start! I dont know how to use ppt to plot a chart, say im an idiot or what but i dont know omg i really dont. The last time i plotted was like 4 years ago? i think? uh, whatever but i still don't know how to start plotting it.. so many designs too.. urgh its sucks again..

And sry joylnn made you worried yeahhh.



AZNA! haha we came out first. Im in IQNA. Thinking of how sammie dance the one she places her hand on her head tht one makes me wna giggle!! teehehe v cute. (inside joke)

Good now i can start on my wtoral. Yea see you.

baby baby baby. :)

Mommys' Day on sunday!

Disclaimer: This post is very wordy, copied it form my archive. Forgot where i found this alrdy ha@

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
The figure that she carries,Or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a womanmust be seen from in her eyes,
Because that is the doorway to her heart,
the place where love resides.

When you came into the world, she held you in her arms.
You thanked her by wailing like a banshee.

When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.

When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk.
You thanked her by running away when she called.

When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love.
You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.

When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons.
You thanked her by coloring the dining room table.

When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays.
You thanked her by plopping into the nearest pile of mud.

When you were 6 years old, she walked you to school.
You thanked her by screaming, "I'M NOT GOING!"

When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor's window.

When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old,
she drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastics to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old,
she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old,
she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

Those teenage years When you were 13,
she suggested a haircut that was becoming.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to driver her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

Growing old and gray When you were 19,
she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus, carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone.
You thanked her by saying, "It's none of your business."

When you were 21,
she suggested certain careers for your future.
You thanked her by saying, "I don't want to be like you."

When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation.
You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.

When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment.
You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.

When you were 24,
she met your fiance and asked about your plans for the future.
You thanked her by glaring and growling, "Muuhh-ther, please!"

When you were 25,
she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.

When you were 30,
she called with some advice on the baby. You thanked her by telling her, "Things are different now."

When you were 40,
she called to remind you of an relative's birthday.
You thanked her by saying you were "really busy right now."

When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.
And then, one day, she quietly died.


Though at times she may not be the best of friends, may not agree to our thoughts, she is still your mom. She will be there for you...to listen to your woes, your braggings, your frustations, etc. Have you put aside enough time for her, to listen to her "blues" of working in the kitchen, her tiredness? Be tactful, loving and still show her due respect though
you may have a different view from hers. Once gone, only fond memories of the past and also regrets will be left.

Anw Thai food Yesterday my all time favourite. Especially the Mango rice, totally meeltzzz in your mouth la. School blues..

Am like half blind now but still struggling with my researches. Sore eye, i bloody hate you!

;cause you don't understand me, you really don't.. still, i will do it fast enough

''You make me cry, Make me smile, Make me feel that love is true.

You always stand by my side, I don't want to say goodbye..''

Wrtoral not done at all god deadline on wed. Rebus, found about 20 articles(not bad eh, but need to work on it faster). Im like lagging behind la. Last to knw everything. Blurness is not accepted in poly y'know? 'cause you wont be spoon feed..

& thank you darling for the MS (l)

Omggg i need time!!! Time is running so fast stress man. *pulls all my hair out instantly*

Nights. Spending my Mothers' day doing work, I THINK.

spell the word busy. aiya die la die la die alrdy la. i din't know my class ppl also chiong one & i havent even started my real estate. but whatever i got the whole of weekends. say goodbye to my beauty sleeep and hi to dark rings!

830am for tutorial tomorrow. ughh so early i wonder what will the bus crowd be like? pray tht it wont beee crowded.. 518 to school is simply madness!-shiok.

blogging in a rush. anyway the reason why will i blog is 'cause.. i want my baby to know tht i love you very much y'know must trust me moree :)

''Why Don't You Love Me

The Way I Loved You

It Feels So Crazy

Cause I Don't know What I Did To You''

I did not pay attention during Emaths lecture & tutorial at all. Me is ... very lost. And guess what? My itchy toe broke my sandals! Gwaaah pai seh la i tell you. Borrowed Sharon's slipper(her slipper very cute got sound one hahe) & went Cheers with Christina to purchase the slipper skipped 15 mins of tutorial. Thanks girls (:

Had lunch with honey after school. (:

i finally found my daughter in law's sister's bloogg but i forgot what to click ughh but i dont want msg her in case disturb her trail. Actually i know won't la but shall be a good girl and wait for her to be online. yeaa she somehow got the jacket i've been finding for like months yeah@(:

Maybe my worry is redundant. Maybe i should be more chirpy. Maybe i should wake up every morning telling myself that i need to work extra harder for my future. Maybe all is already predestined.

And again,

me: im highlighting copper

...

me: copper(stress this word) not purple hor

meiting&leemay: huh copper?! i thought you were saying purple.

now say, i can't speak proper english or ?!

'cause i love you.

xo.

Oh, the world owes you a living?


Immature is like just that right word. Sometimes i really don't understand certain things & sometimes when im feeling moody i do not know how to cheer myself up anymore.. Yesterday i dream of dogs jumping down my block but hola they survived. Very random yea.

Nevertheless, school was okay. And i don't feel like doing my assignment & yay seeing baby later again!

& i told my aunt, baby, jing yi & samantha that im gna highlight copper and their first reply was, huh purple!? lol. Is it that i can't pronouce properly? ha. 2009 i din't dye my hair at all lor actually don't intend to but black hair + my current hair style doesn't seem to be compatible?

Heard a heart breaking news this noon. Its part & parcel of life and i know you will get back on your track very soon 'cause i know you're a strong girl. (:

& i say, YAWN.

Sadly, its myself i cant trust..

I say, i do not regret. Argh. Tsk !@^%$%)^#@#$%

Uh whatever la 'cause my main priority is study.. && of cos of cos my sweetest honey la. :) baby i need your newspaper too!

I feel like........ fainting. I din't do any of my work except for Emaths this weekend lor. Gwaah anw am going chinatown afterwards. Grandma b'day celebration. Haha how to study opps time management lol. & my star award ah whatever.

Mom went LP to replace my battery alrdy finally!! I kept hitting my calculator & i think no one has the patience to use it ha.

Im feeling annoyed, restless & peaceful. Ok, ya, bye.

ps/ who searched 'tp fdm n902? Ok, loves!

Zebra do not have ulcer y'know?



Yea just realized that the only common topic we all have is just about school, school school and food. Oh well...

hmm went swimming with the girls last night its been ages since i last went swimming at night ha. All of a sudden i feel like getting a tan but i reckon the girls won't want to swim in the morning 'cause of leemay's burns & meiting is alrdy tan enough! May went back first and dined with daughter in law at subway dint get any stomach upset heh. Love you girls!

My lappy is like so dusty gna be bringing it to school on Monday to configure it. Hope i wouldn't misplace my lappy somewhere in school or else. You imagine..

40 articles to do.. urh it suck.

I slept for 10 hours and the feeling was awwwwwwwwwwwsome yea~ alright i need food now. and haven't been seeing my violent galgalx leh she's like so busy. :(

& i say, the word exhaust does not exsist in my dictionary.

Not a blur Queen anymore!

Yes i bought a mouse and wasn't late for tutorial! Kudos to me yay!

I learnt some things ever since school started besides those school-books-related stuffs.

1. Bus 21 and bus 123 does not go 201(ngee ann there) Omg i didn't know it at all lor! How come no one tell me!

2. There's shuttle bus from SAFRA to TP & i took it today ha.

3. Bus 5 and bus 168 does not go TP. So paiseh la! I almost took bus 5 from Safra today till i saw one of my classmate walking down the bus....

4. TP is soo damn small. Cos like my friend know my friend's friend, my primary school friend is friend of my friend of my secondary school friend lol very funny one srsly.

I had a hard time trying to recall past year Amath. Its been half a year since i touched it hello, SIX V LONG months! Till now i still don't know how i managed to pass my Olvl Amath laa. Sigh double triple sigh. Buy its doable la minus away all my carelessness.

& lastly, thank you felly's one love treat & sk's book. :)

Can i shout SWIMMMMMMMIIIIIINGGGGGGGGG!~ but i got the wheelbarrow thing tmr shall see how it goes.

Say you love me. XO

Im moody 'cause of ulcers. For a moment i thought im a duck. Yea and school's starting to get real busy & im trying to get adjusted to poly life. Im so blur la! I took the wrong bus to school today and ended up disturbing Felly's sleep sorry! There's more happenings but im lazy to type out a chunky post.

Joylnn don't not happy alrdy alright. Sry, morning was really busy..

Now, thank you Meiting daughter in law for the ulcer cream, thank you leemay for the sarawak noodle, thank you honey for the durian pancake & lastly thank you niang for the email thing.

Woooooooooo i thnk im getting more brainless.

Note to self: I DONT WANT TO BE LATE FOR TOMORROW. I MUST meet the class punctually at 8.45 at the mushroom elsee i dont know how this blur queen will find her way. && andddddd get a mouse!@

Caution: horrifying & ugly pictures ahead.
Went cousiee's house few days ago and yea, we were bored thus resulting all these ..


This is the signature AC pose worxzx

And who say i do not have BIG, enormous sparkling eyes???

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Hhhahahaha~ okay ya stupid. But thts not the main thing, see my dark ring beneath! I want to scream alrdy la. And my lesson starts in the morning 9am or 10am everyday! I dont have just afternoon lesson. Nevermind nevermind me shall me an early birdie.

back to small eyes!

Im still procrastinating whether to buy the Grey contact or not.. Urgh i hate making decision with a limited time. The weather is so humid nowadays. sweat sweat sweat sweat.

Thank you for the pencil case Joylnn.

:)

I got three ulcers in my mouth now you say cool or not? Eh then my dental how & its real painful y' know :(

N902! ENGINE ENGINE! I liked the orientation & the orientation mood is still in my mind..

'cause you gave me the joy in love.

xoxo