my life seems cruel and unfair to me booo

Naing called me in the morning while i was still half awake. And then she told me something, something which was so shocking? And I immediately woke up and ' HUH YOU JOGGING?! ' I didn't expect my lao niang to does that. ahhhh .. but but i want to go swimming ): teeheheh

Went to study with maylee then the future wannabe psychiatrist ps im not sure of the spelling, & soong xylia i went to your blog and tried seaching for the spelling but you took out your the future ambition eh eh ? why no more alr uh uh ? and that girl was literally very insane. cant stand you la hor leemay agree O.O ? And they didnt want to walk with me to central ):< i cant find that feeling back how i feel vvv weird and a littleee guilty ):

went to have dinner with jolynn. girl, you're getting talkative lately. haha seriously after you went poly you seemed to have changed drastically boo. not a bad thing lah. just that always in mrt on the way to sch/ back from sch you kept complaining that you want * not elaborating more * you know , i know can alr ahah :)

& my cousin and sister can play the guitar !! why in my time there's no guitar lesson why why why ?!!?!??!?!?! walao ... blah guitar is harder than guzheng and they dont want to teach me :( reminds me of my primary sch days :D the titanic song my heart will go on i still can remember the tune clearly. i doubt fiona tan can remember it. hehheh
I WANT TO LEARN TO PLAY A GUITAR :( next year perhaps x)
bbye

schooling nowadays seems to be a chore
am i really contented?
bah my piority now is my studies and then get out of lys to tp ahahaha

i thought i liked you , liked you so much but i was wrong
i thought you did too
you said that you'll try but you didnt .
i know that i didnt try my best but at least i tried.
& i dont think its because of the two
so now you prefer the another one or i also dont know what la
then goodbye all the best :)
allllllll over allllll gone liarrssssss liessss
i guess im also such a liar in ur eye
or it doesnt matter to you at all
if something unpleasant happened to both parties, things will never be the same again.
never.
:'(
i still prefered the past, desperately
it will never be the same again i know i know i know & we both know it
i dont like it because it bothers me and i dont know why it bothers me !!!
perhaps you were ever tht impt to me? soon it wont alr cos its over
anw it doesnt mattter to me la cos its been so long so draggy
hmm. at least there's memories :)
i like to see you happy, smiling always :)

ahhh it doesnt make any sense, just forget everything and i do not know whether what im doing is right or wrong.

isnt there anything to salvage it ?
you left me bewildering ...
maybe i'll take the initiative maybe i'll


















& i always do.







its terrible enough alr. pls don't ask. only me, myself & i know what exactly im thinking alright.

xylia told me something this morning which brightens up my day tremendously O-O ok not that exaggerating but indeed it somehow ... impacted? influence? no. just somehow makes me see things more flexible? ah. that violence gal galx [inside joke;] always enlighten me ahah.

everyday is a beautiful day i reckon, depending on how you want to spend it
better to forget and smile than to remember and be sad

i tried to sneeze w/o closing my eye and i bit my tongue :(

i need to watch my show and try amaths tys alr so, gdbye worms!
6days<3

heavy eye bag & panda eye :(

all your empty promises
thankyou {:
























wonder which retard is eating tht orange
or which idiot took that picture ahah

goodnight worms !
im finally feeling on track, alright just a little
yupppo <3