''Why Don't You Love Me

The Way I Loved You

It Feels So Crazy

Cause I Don't know What I Did To You''

I did not pay attention during Emaths lecture & tutorial at all. Me is ... very lost. And guess what? My itchy toe broke my sandals! Gwaaah pai seh la i tell you. Borrowed Sharon's slipper(her slipper very cute got sound one hahe) & went Cheers with Christina to purchase the slipper skipped 15 mins of tutorial. Thanks girls (:

Had lunch with honey after school. (:

i finally found my daughter in law's sister's bloogg but i forgot what to click ughh but i dont want msg her in case disturb her trail. Actually i know won't la but shall be a good girl and wait for her to be online. yeaa she somehow got the jacket i've been finding for like months yeah@(:

Maybe my worry is redundant. Maybe i should be more chirpy. Maybe i should wake up every morning telling myself that i need to work extra harder for my future. Maybe all is already predestined.

And again,

me: im highlighting copper

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me: copper(stress this word) not purple hor

meiting&leemay: huh copper?! i thought you were saying purple.

now say, i can't speak proper english or ?!

'cause i love you.

xo.

Oh, the world owes you a living?


Immature is like just that right word. Sometimes i really don't understand certain things & sometimes when im feeling moody i do not know how to cheer myself up anymore.. Yesterday i dream of dogs jumping down my block but hola they survived. Very random yea.

Nevertheless, school was okay. And i don't feel like doing my assignment & yay seeing baby later again!

& i told my aunt, baby, jing yi & samantha that im gna highlight copper and their first reply was, huh purple!? lol. Is it that i can't pronouce properly? ha. 2009 i din't dye my hair at all lor actually don't intend to but black hair + my current hair style doesn't seem to be compatible?

Heard a heart breaking news this noon. Its part & parcel of life and i know you will get back on your track very soon 'cause i know you're a strong girl. (:

& i say, YAWN.

Sadly, its myself i cant trust..

I say, i do not regret. Argh. Tsk !@^%$%)^#@#$%

Uh whatever la 'cause my main priority is study.. && of cos of cos my sweetest honey la. :) baby i need your newspaper too!

I feel like........ fainting. I din't do any of my work except for Emaths this weekend lor. Gwaah anw am going chinatown afterwards. Grandma b'day celebration. Haha how to study opps time management lol. & my star award ah whatever.

Mom went LP to replace my battery alrdy finally!! I kept hitting my calculator & i think no one has the patience to use it ha.

Im feeling annoyed, restless & peaceful. Ok, ya, bye.

ps/ who searched 'tp fdm n902? Ok, loves!

Zebra do not have ulcer y'know?



Yea just realized that the only common topic we all have is just about school, school school and food. Oh well...

hmm went swimming with the girls last night its been ages since i last went swimming at night ha. All of a sudden i feel like getting a tan but i reckon the girls won't want to swim in the morning 'cause of leemay's burns & meiting is alrdy tan enough! May went back first and dined with daughter in law at subway dint get any stomach upset heh. Love you girls!

My lappy is like so dusty gna be bringing it to school on Monday to configure it. Hope i wouldn't misplace my lappy somewhere in school or else. You imagine..

40 articles to do.. urh it suck.

I slept for 10 hours and the feeling was awwwwwwwwwwwsome yea~ alright i need food now. and haven't been seeing my violent galgalx leh she's like so busy. :(

& i say, the word exhaust does not exsist in my dictionary.

Not a blur Queen anymore!

Yes i bought a mouse and wasn't late for tutorial! Kudos to me yay!

I learnt some things ever since school started besides those school-books-related stuffs.

1. Bus 21 and bus 123 does not go 201(ngee ann there) Omg i didn't know it at all lor! How come no one tell me!

2. There's shuttle bus from SAFRA to TP & i took it today ha.

3. Bus 5 and bus 168 does not go TP. So paiseh la! I almost took bus 5 from Safra today till i saw one of my classmate walking down the bus....

4. TP is soo damn small. Cos like my friend know my friend's friend, my primary school friend is friend of my friend of my secondary school friend lol very funny one srsly.

I had a hard time trying to recall past year Amath. Its been half a year since i touched it hello, SIX V LONG months! Till now i still don't know how i managed to pass my Olvl Amath laa. Sigh double triple sigh. Buy its doable la minus away all my carelessness.

& lastly, thank you felly's one love treat & sk's book. :)

Can i shout SWIMMMMMMMIIIIIINGGGGGGGGG!~ but i got the wheelbarrow thing tmr shall see how it goes.

Say you love me. XO

Im moody 'cause of ulcers. For a moment i thought im a duck. Yea and school's starting to get real busy & im trying to get adjusted to poly life. Im so blur la! I took the wrong bus to school today and ended up disturbing Felly's sleep sorry! There's more happenings but im lazy to type out a chunky post.

Joylnn don't not happy alrdy alright. Sry, morning was really busy..

Now, thank you Meiting daughter in law for the ulcer cream, thank you leemay for the sarawak noodle, thank you honey for the durian pancake & lastly thank you niang for the email thing.

Woooooooooo i thnk im getting more brainless.

Note to self: I DONT WANT TO BE LATE FOR TOMORROW. I MUST meet the class punctually at 8.45 at the mushroom elsee i dont know how this blur queen will find her way. && andddddd get a mouse!@

Caution: horrifying & ugly pictures ahead.
Went cousiee's house few days ago and yea, we were bored thus resulting all these ..


This is the signature AC pose worxzx

And who say i do not have BIG, enormous sparkling eyes???

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Hhhahahaha~ okay ya stupid. But thts not the main thing, see my dark ring beneath! I want to scream alrdy la. And my lesson starts in the morning 9am or 10am everyday! I dont have just afternoon lesson. Nevermind nevermind me shall me an early birdie.

back to small eyes!

Im still procrastinating whether to buy the Grey contact or not.. Urgh i hate making decision with a limited time. The weather is so humid nowadays. sweat sweat sweat sweat.

Thank you for the pencil case Joylnn.

:)

I got three ulcers in my mouth now you say cool or not? Eh then my dental how & its real painful y' know :(

N902! ENGINE ENGINE! I liked the orientation & the orientation mood is still in my mind..

'cause you gave me the joy in love.

xoxo

I love you as much as I need you.









Nights.
It goes deep deep deep, right deep in.
:)

When money runs low, meeee stay at home. Yes school starting = fix allowance. Have been surviving on my measly pay. Right now i do not want school to start!!1 someone save me please, pretty? Taking public transport do excites me cause i've been walking to school for the past ten years. (except for days when im late)

Nevermind the new environment and transport as im sure I'll pretty get used to it in time to come. I want my friends laa :( kkk i can't act like a child. Anw will miss those times at school. Recalling back, when I was in lower secondary i always fall into slumber during morning assembly and Felly was the person sitting in front of me and my head kept dropping which i think did piss her off in some ways haha!

Challenge me! Even in the warm, noisy and squeezzzzyy hall I also managed to sleep. V malu la always have to disturb Xylia or Jingyi to lie on their backs. Cos they sit very still, sorry! ahem, and well not something to feel proud of...

Like what people often say.. Secondary school will be the best time where you make your true & trusting friend. Hhaha which means i must cherish all of you leh.


My baby wont be giving me morning calls alrdy too :( one time he even scolded me! I think it goes something like this '' ming ming ah you still dont want to wake up ah you know now what time already not ... ''

boooooooo im starting to dread school on Monday.. but nvm im gna work hard cos since thursday I've got a new goal in life :)

& trust me ok even if school starts things will still be the same.

Love. XO.

A Quickie Post

Me is very very full now~ havent been using the com for days & now at couise's house (at Queenstown somemore ): ) using her lappie. I thought my dad will be fetching me back but.. gwaadd look at the time now! Tomorrow 've to reach school at 10 in the morn. Thankfully not tht early!

Oh! Im in FDM, same course as Fionaa but we're in different class .. well nvm.
Intergrated Facility Design and Management.
:)

baby fetched me from sch ytd so nice <33

tomorrow is the dragon boat regatta wooo ENGINE!!!!

traveling back to pasir ris shivers ..

loves!

I think i need a puff maanz badly.
Durian puff makes me goes weaak. ohh my durian puff~

Went Loyang point to have my glasses done. Wooo cousin was working there and the charges was really waay underpriced. Black again, previous one was black ('thanks' to sis, gotta get a new pair), the one before the previous one was black too but was half framed (dropped out of my bag pack while walkin to sch & opps car crashed HAHA comical i know) & my first specs was frameless purplish-pink somemore :/

hate people with pefect eyesigh tsk so jealous la! ha jk.

My magic show is starting yaay swimming tomorrow morning. & you know what? I wouldn't be late for if im going swimming hahaaah

love you.

two days to our 26th. (:

Plaster is a girl best friend right?

Pretty chunky heels! Omggggggahhh I wonder which girl can resist and not go gaagaa over them. But for me, i prefer open toe else it hurts. I can't stand open toe flats tho just doesn't look nice in any ways.. but.. whatever your choice! Guess i must start chanting whenever i see something pretty. Dont buy it dont buy it cos i wont wear ittttt! But my current status: penniless. wooo

I want to go Tampines 1 but it is said to be very crowded and i can't stand crowd so forget it next few weeks perhaps~

Met bookworm at Dte & we ta pao subway to Lyss. Now i feel like eating my peanut butter cookie alrdy tsk. I reckon Guzheng could at least get a Silver for SYF. There's hostel in Dunman high school ya, not surprising but.. nvm

Loves!

Miss you.Love you.

xo

When life gives you lemon, you make lemonade.

Cool. My sleeping time is somewhat drastically adjusted. Yay * insert a proud face *

& i got darker 'cause of the swim. Ytd before heading to downtown in the early morn, i spammed sunblock like there's no tomorrow on my face ha, can't imagine sunburn/ skin peeling there. Hideous & horrid, say ewwwwWWWWWWWWw.

went Bedok with baby boy today & i sat there looking at him for hours. don't say i never wait for you ok & so, dont pinch me anymore alrdy ok (L)

hmmm having subway tomorrow long time since i had it yumz. Will be leaving to Dunman High School from Lyss as a role of a supporter for the Guzheng girls. Wooohooo~ also, SYF on 21st Apr, held at Republic Poly i think.

This is the stitch Joylnn(in a nicer tone) caught that shakes its backside left & right vigorously! ('cause it was caught by her bro) at cinie!
Taken last month, quite some time since we last went out maanz. Dined at Jacks place and my set meal was free yup, FOC! After i almost cleared 9/10 of my chicken cutlet i saw a strand of approximately 3.5 cm long, thick hair. Wonder if its cockroach's hair! But anw, i didn't had any stomach aches the day or after so, whatever~!
From this picture, i can infer that maymay is an impatience girl. This is because her face is blured thus it shows that she can't wait & is in a rush. However, she likes me cos she's grining theres eveident that she's showing off her teeth and wide smile. bla bla etc etc, sounds familiar? miss the good yet notorious old times?

Taken at may's house ytd, her corn soup is superb. Then Xylia came & we went dte. I dont know if i regret stepping in to tht shop, cos all three of us bought heels. -.-
At central.

She looks like a business woman right! left! Up! down! (k, cant see her heels blame leemay ahem.)

GooOOod night.

I miss you alrdy. :)

ps, is bigger font better? tell me leh!

It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant. You need not protray like someone who really cares, etc.. I mean, i care but just maybe i dont present it well? Is it really a must for you to take your stand that firmly.. shall take time alongside i guess, & nope i do not take most of the things for granted. Maybe your desire of a perfect friendship/relationship isn't fulfilled by me..

Anyway, everything happens for a reason; like how you came into my life.


:)

On a more lightsome side, i went swimming today!!!!! Meeting the girls tomorrow for a swim too. Sat will be having subwaay at dte && gz concert at duman high. Bed is calling for me so good night & pictures soon :)

Very sleepy = in a grouchy mood. Have been sleepy, yawning & tearing ever since i woke up at 9 in the morn. Try being semi awake the whole day!

I'm going to the dental once my two bigass ulcer recover. I left the ulcer gel at jasmine's place! But the thought of going to the dental shudders. Any any how I still have to go... just for cleaning.

Flu's here again, juuust nice. I'm positive that my heart stopped beating for at least 60 seconds today. (not continuously, duh) Haha meiting save me!

Have to wake up early tomorrow i guess. Urgh