I'm tired and unhappy.
how?
No. I'm uhappy because im tired.
I'm tired because i need my sleep.
is it?
what is the feeling of happiness?
Have i forgotten it or am i too tired to feel it.
Yet, the word tired again.
Everyone is tired and i know that :)
am i actually contented or even happy?
Ah , whatever i do not like that word

maybe i should stop complaining.
BUT LIFE IS ALWAYS SO CONTRADICTING LAH
at times when i'm feeling so satisfied with my life, then there will be something or maybe someone that displeases me la
it hinders me and i do not like it
Ok, whatever.
But still, i love the way my life is.

my every post seems to be talking about sleep ):
because my major distraction is sleepzzzzzzzz
i know cant waste my mom's money by getting shit results.
We shall see :)

I'm waiting for something which most probably wouldnt happen. And of that, i wont be like before ):